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AdamAnt
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Registered: January 1970
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IT'S MY B'day.....=)
I am no officially 17 years old....=(....and I hate it..
I want to be 10 y.o. again......I would do anything to be 10. So much care free sex..=) hehe...
I spent my B'day with my family, and friends...but for some reason I still felt alone....I feel like there is a hole in my life, and I don't know what it is....
Nobody in my everyday life knows that I am a BL, and maybe this is the problem, i just dont trust people enough =(.
=(((
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BTW..tim I read "JACK"...AND WHAT THE F*%$...how could he leave the room....i would have had my clothes off in an instant.
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tom
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Location: Derby, UK
Registered: March 2002
Messages: 47
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I've gotta wait till August for my 17th (*sulk*). Can't wait to start driving! Pedestrians won't thank me, but paramedics are there for a reason.
There is nothing wrong with being gay, and there is nothing wrong with keeping it to yourself. It's the way you feel about it within yourself that counts. And I know that sounds cliched and you've probably heard it before, but it's true.
Have a great b-day!
Nothin' to see here, officer.
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Yeah, I had a lot of what you call care-free sex when I was young(er  ) too. I know what it's like to look back on days long gone.
Taken any more drives with your buddy, by the way? Had any good talks with him?
Take care, Adam.
-Lenny
"But he that hath the steerage of my course,
direct my sail."
-William Shakespeare, Romeo and Juliet, Act One, Scene IV
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AdamAnt
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Toe is in the water |
Registered: January 1970
Messages: 74
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Thanx for the reply Tom and Lenny
When it comes to classifying myself in a sexuality, I would not call myself Gay....I am a "Straight Boy Lover" I am sexually attracted to mainly boys (5-13) and sometimes girls my own age..
I have no attraction to men and little girls (YUCK).
Lenny, I am going for my drivers licence test in 2 days, so if i get my licence, I am going to pick up Josh and his little bro Sam and go for a drive.
Hopefully, sometime soon me and sam can have some time alone without Josh =).
I really need to be with someone intimately.....I get plenty of love from my family, but it isn't the kind i am craving now....do you know what i meen ?
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You say you're straight BL, but I believe you described having feelings for Josh too not too long ago...? Did I misinterpret you there?
Good luck on that license, man. (And what about that cutie you told us of at school? Still as distracting as ever? )
As for intimacy... Oh boy, YES man. It's what I desire the most right now. I understand you perfectly!
Is it okay if I wish you a happy B-day too? Even though you were kind of down. 17 isn't old enough to worry about age, LOL! Try to relax, if you can. And soon you'll be of legal age, and then your life will start for real, etc, yadda yadda.
Take care!
-Lenny
"But he that hath the steerage of my course,
direct my sail."
-William Shakespeare, Romeo and Juliet, Act One, Scene IV
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The simplicity of childhood is a strong magnet, pulling us back to the days when we thought we had no worries. Use those memories as a bridge to the future, for through growth we gain knowledge, and more memories.
I often feel alone in a crowd, knowing that the others do no look at the world the same as I, or have the same desires and feelings. But then, I am happy that I am different, for I certainly would not want their problems in addition to my own.
I do not advertise my desires either, as some of them go against the current mindset of today's society. So I look for other avenues that protect me, and fulfill my needs and the needs of others safely.
Look forward with anticipation, look back with happiness.
Hugs, Charlie
BTW: Isn't it about time to change your picture of the week, hehe?
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trevor
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Registered: November 2002
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Have a great birthday, Adam! Do tread carefully in the Sam catagory, okay? We'll be thinking of you.
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Location: UK, West of London in Ber...
Registered: February 2002
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Re: Hi Adam! 
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