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brian
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Toe is in the water |
Registered: January 1970
Messages: 60
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yes well..i thought that in case i do decide to stick around (and that's what it looks like right now), i might introduce myself somehow...so that you have some kind of picture in your mind...
umm yay...actually i know that some people here know me from someplace else, but that does not matter, really.
My name is Brian C. Denway (nice name, i know *g*). It is not my real name for various reasons...one reason is that i am from Germany and it's not likely that i would have an English name then, right? and then second reason is...i am not born a guy. umm yay...that means...i am biologically female. Well, it's obvious that i do not like that at all, when i stress the 'biologically'. I am, what you probably would refer to as, female-to-male transgender. It means that you feel like a guy and all although your body is that of a female person...
personally, i do not like that describtion at all, i do not like being labelled that way (i also don't like being labelled as a girl), 'cause i simply don't feel like that. i feel like a guy. period. I might not look like that, but it's what i feel like. i do not feell ike something in-between...but then...i am, i guess.
and yes, i am gay. i like guys. and yes, i am out to two people in real life, friends of mine who reacted very tolerant and understanding. I do not plan to come out to more people though, at least not while still in school.
umm yay, i am 17. my birthday's 11.11. in case somebody is interested....i still have two and a half years of school to go. after that i'll probably start studying something in the direction of literature.
umm...what else...as i said before...somewhere...below...i am sexually submissive. But it's not such a big deal really. It's just that I would like that kind of relationship, although i am pretty sure that it's not easy to find. for me it's not because of the pain but because of the feeling of being dominated...but it's hard to explain to somebody who is not like that, i think.
other than that...i am happy, i guess. i'd like to have a boyfriend, but for some reason only girls fall in love with me which sucks.
my online life...i am on gay messageboards and on boylove boards mostly, simply because the people are exceptionally nice there. i write gay fiction, but i think my stories are...well...bad...plus it takes me really long to write chapters.
yep...that's me...probably more than you wanted to know but especially with that sexuality stuff it's easy to lead people in a wrong direction and i really try to avoid that...
have a nice day
love,
brian
ps...in case somebody feels the need to contact me...the e-mail address is shown above...if i'm not mistaken.
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