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Soul Searching [message #1288]

Sat, 02 March 2002 20:30

gil

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Location: Israel
Registered: May 2003
Messages: 118

I've been thinking a lot lately and I just have to tell others how I feel or I'll burst...Tell me what you think about it just be gental with me :0)

I've known I'm gay since I was 13 and I accepted it and myself. But lately I've been thinking and talking to people and I found out I have feelings for "girls" as well as "boys" and now I'm confused since I don't know where to go from here. I'm a student so I have no time to start an experimental relationship and I don't believe in one night stands. Tonight I turned 19 and I was doing some thinking and the only word I found to describe how I've been feeling for the last 6 years is - lonely!
I just don't know what to do about my new found interest in "girls" since I don't know if it's anymore than an "interest"....
I know that when I'll get into a relationship with someone I will give my all to it to the exclusion of all else and all I can think about is that I don't want to make a choice I will regret for the rest of my life ( I know I sound melodramatic but that's how strong my feelings are).Damn it... I thought I was through with confusion since I turned 13...Damn it...DAMN IT...

Searching for the light at the end of the bed...

		Soul Searching By: gil on Sat, 02 March 2002 20:30
		Why be choosey? By: charlie on Sat, 02 March 2002 20:44
		Oops, hit return instead of tab..... By: charlie on Sat, 02 March 2002 20:57
		Re: Oops, hit return instead of tab..... By: gil on Sat, 02 March 2002 21:47
		Gil, please... Just play it cool. It's not the end of the world... By: lenny on Sat, 02 March 2002 23:04
		Love is different every time it hits By: charlie on Sun, 03 March 2002 02:43
		Fluctuations By: tim on Sat, 02 March 2002 22:08
		Mistakes By: trevor on Sun, 03 March 2002 01:04
		Re: Mistakes By: david in hong kong on Sun, 03 March 2002 01:37
		Re: Mistakes By: gil on Mon, 04 March 2002 00:07
		Not Wasting Your Time... By: david in hong kong on Mon, 04 March 2002 10:21
		Everyday Love is a Fantastic Story!! By: charlie on Tue, 05 March 2002 00:48
		Different feelings for different sexes By: lenny on Tue, 05 March 2002 09:45

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