I got home from school this afternoon and noticed a small piece of yellow cardboard on my pillow. I picked it up and it had the heading "SON" with some text underneath it.
I thought I would share it with you
SON
It seems like just
a little while ago
you raised your tiny head
and smiled at me
for the first time
and I smiled back with tears
I loved you so much then
Though you are older now
living your dreams
pursuing your dreams
pursuing your own goals
I still look at your beautiful smile
to know that things are
all right with you
and I am so very proud of you
and I love you even more now
When I read this I thought it was my mum who left the note, but then my dad rang me and asked if i got "his" note.
so it was him.
I thought about it, and wondered why the hell would he do that, he is not usually all emotional like that ??.
But then i think of how are tough things are at the moment, with him being unemployed, supprting 2 families.
I began to think maybe it was like a suicide note, it freaked me out, but, it looks like I was wrong.
It looks as though all this time of him being unemployed has left him time to think, and maybe it was his way of showing his feelings indirectly.
I don't know, but i thought i would share it with you. his words in the note are touching, but then I think
"I wonder if he would still feel the same way if I told him about me being a BL"
anyway
*Hugz*
AdamAnt
] 
A Place of Safety
Search
Help
Register
Login
Home
A little yellow note 
