dan
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Location: Bath
Registered: February 2002
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Hi everyone. I seem to have a slight problem. I collect all kinds of things. I have just recently bought a new phone.. and Nokia 8310, which cost me around £150. It seems strange since I have a £400 Nokia 8850. I don't know why I keep buying new things. I think it is something to do with the "boys toys" syndrome. But, I end up thinking.... "Why the hell do I want this, and why did I bloody buy it?!". Like I bought a £350 Handspring Visor Edge, which looks great, but I have used it once. So many things I think look nice so I spend hundreds of pounds buying it, for no apparent reason. I think I have gone mad. That is about the jist of it. And also bloody Pip hasn;t spoken to me for ages (and so I really am going mad).. and he is meant to be coming over for Easter. He says he is ill, and is going to bed really early and stuff, but I get these bouts of paronoia... ahhhhhhh!!!!!!!! Hopefully I'll speak to him soon.... not on my new mobile, because I (stupidly agreed to) pay for it and all the calls & line rental... whoops. What a silly mistake, my Papa usually pays for my things... but I guess I am "growing more independant" (what a laugh), so there we go. Anyway. Yes. Basically I think my need to talk on this message board today is Pip. He is causing me so much pain not being able to talk to him, because when I ring him, he doesn't answer. Either he is asleep, too ill, in assembely, or some other such shit. Which I think is driving me to distraction. I have my ICQ in work checking my POP3 email every 1 minute, so to see whether I have an email from him, but for the last 4 days I haven't had one. It is what I look forward to when I am working. The last one read something like "I am really ill, and am going to bed at 8pm, and really sorry not to talk, take care, Pip." but that was a while ago. And I am like worrying and missing him... so I don't know what to do. I just get the feeling he sort of knows that I (try to) phone him every night, and want to speak to him, and that he can't be bothered, and just ignores it. I am sure he does sometimes do that. THat I don't mind, but if he constantly does it, I really don't understand why?! When he sees me, like when we aRE ata party togehter, he is like a giddy school girl when he sees me. He is so excited, and happy. It is AMAZING. But he seem so fucking damned buggering "cool" when I try to contact him/phone him.. It drives me nuts!!!
I'm not really sure what to do. I need to contact him regarding him coming over in the holidays.... but he won't fucking answer his phone, or respond to my emails or text messages. It is bloody infuriating!!!
Anyway, have a good night all of you out there. I really needed to get this off my chest!
Dan.
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