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Beautiful Thing [message #1631]

Sun, 24 March 2002 02:57

Darren

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Hellow all, I just finished watching the British movie 'Beautiful Thing'. My wife was away and I thought that I would rent it. I was hoping that it would make me feel better about myself. Unfortunately, the opposite happened.

It caused me to cry (uncontrollably) evertime I saw them together. I am still crying actually, and I have not done so much sobbing for as many years as I can remember. The problem is that it caused me to think what I missed in my youth. The smith character reminded me so much of myself--totally, actually (exept that I did not grow up poor or in a single household).

I was very confused and did not want to believe that I was gay. That caused me to be left out of so much. Now I am married (for 5 1/2 yrs) and with great sadness can say that I have never kissed or touched a man. What have I missed? I don't know, and this causes me to have serious doubts about whether it is the right thing to stay married. Will I become a miserable old sap over this? Anyway, this is my conundrum.

I think I need a more up-beat movie to cheer me up.

Bye

		Beautiful Thing By: Darren on Sun, 24 March 2002 02:57
		Nothing to offer but sympathy...I'm totally upset myself right now. By: lenny on Sun, 24 March 2002 03:59
		Beautiful Thing - A beginning By: tim on Mon, 25 March 2002 08:01
		hugs Tim tightly Sounds like you've come a long way. And, By: trevor on Mon, 25 March 2002 15:56
		awwww By: tim on Mon, 25 March 2002 16:32
		Orgasms fine with Trazodone & Serzone both By: trevor on Tue, 26 March 2002 04:16
		How about the male orgasm? By: tim on Tue, 26 March 2002 09:46
		Re: How about the male orgasm? By: trevor on Tue, 26 March 2002 19:40
		Re: Beautiful Thing - A beginning By: Darren on Mon, 25 March 2002 18:38
		Re: I thought it By: Guest on Tue, 26 March 2002 09:46
		Only weekly relations drama I try to follow is... By: lenny on Tue, 26 March 2002 09:58
		Re: I thought it By: Darren on Tue, 26 March 2002 14:21

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