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Hi guys, I've not been really "here" for the last week or so but I try to come back to you guys :0)
Well surprise surprise (I'm using my sarcastic voice now) life through anotherr curve ball my way. I don't know if any of you remember but some time ago I wrote about my new found fascination with the opposite sex, well I now discovered that that is mostly all it is- nothing more!
I'm ok with that nothing new there, for me anyway. I came out to two of my friends some time ago (seperatly) and at that time told them I was bi but now or more precisely two days ago I came out to them again and this time as gay. I know don't label yourself but I don't we've talked it over and they understand and it's ok and they seem very cool about it (well one of them anyway). So now when I thought hey this is good it's going to get at least somewhat better now, well what can I say NO !!!
Last night me and a couple of my friends got togather to catch up since we are mostly spread throught the country me in the university and them in the army (not out of choice). Anyway one of my friends I didn't get to see in the last month or so came and I found out I'm actually attracted to him. The problem is that I can't talk to my friend who knows about me since he knows him to and it will make him uneasy and I really don't want that. The one I have a crush on is of course so str8 he makes an arrow look like a bannana (Damn it) and that I know!
I have no idea what to do now and I would appreciate any and all ideas and/or comments either here or by email or icq
email: The_Twilight_Wolf@hotmail.com
icq: 74723890
Love, Gil
Searching for the light at the end of the bed...
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