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Well... I'm back  [message #2700] Mon, 20 May 2002 20:05 Go to previous message
dan is currently offline  dan

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Hello everyone. I am back in the land of the living. Can't really type properly because I have selotaped the ends of some of my finger to stop me biting my nails. I am just trialing this method, though I very much doubt it will work.

Hope everyone is exceedingly well, and that the board hasn't fallen into madness with my absence for some time. Basically, I have been somewhat busy with work and crap like that. Also it is due to the fact that I kept standing on my laptop (unintentially), and dropping it in my bedroom, so the screen decided to die. And then I had to get it fixed, which it turns out didn't cost anything because I have a 3 year warranty WOOOOOOOOOOO!!!! Which was nice.

And now installed Win 2000 again. Ahhh. Lovely.

Well, all is definatly quiet on the Pip front, because I have almost finished my obsession with him, because he really can't be arsed to get back to me. I went through a little period of depression over him, but I seem to have emerged unscathed. Thank goodness. I still like him, and value him very highly as a close friend, but from the way he treats me, he acts far more like a buddy than someone with any attractiong (in terms of love). So there we go.

Although saying all that, I do get very exciting, happy, and hyper when I speak to him on the phone (lots of little electrical sparks throughout my body), but I guess that is going to happen, no matter what. I am just going to have to accept it I guess.

Been talking to Tom a lot, he is at school, and cannot really visit the board much in term time, so ICQ is permanently on... hehhe. And he has been helping me greatly with the whole Pip thing.

I have come to the conclusion that Pip likes me a lot, and values me. But has not any (dare I say it) love interest in me. His emails are extremely affectionate for a straight 17 year old guy, and it is like I am almost an older brother he never had, or something. I think he likes to grow relationships with other (and older guys), because he goes out on the weekends with his sister's ex-boyfriend (same age as me, if not older). Which is fine. Apart from the time when he was rather upset because the ex-boyfriend (of his sister) wouldn't answer Pip's calls.. And he said to me "but I fucking loved him"... which made me wonder for a while... But I DO believe he is straight, but gets very deeply emotionally attached to guys he is close to.

Anyway, enough of my mindless ramblings.

See you all sometime.

Dan.
 
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