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Location: UK, West of London in Ber...
Registered: February 2002
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I have so far exorcised three.
John went, all bar the shouting, in September, and the 5% that stayed is dwindling.
There was another one, Tim. I met him by email, we chatted, and he then stopped chatting. That was in the winter.
Yesterday Paul (he over whom I was outed) went. Obsessive boy that I am, I remembered his birthday. 14 June 1956. I fonud his website and sent him a casual email a couple of weeks ago, and another around monday. No reply. Yesterday I was a total fool, and sent him a bluemountain card (you KNOW when these have ben read). He has read it, which means he got the other mail, and he has not replied.
Three major ghosts gone. If oyu need to see their faces they are on the rogues gallery.
Somehow the others have lost any power, too.
And no, I never declared love, lust or anythying to anyone except John, and he was too weak a man even to acknowledge it. They just none of them had any interest in me.
It's a peaceful feeling
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