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the scholar
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Location: England
Registered: August 2002
Messages: 59
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Dear Everyone
I have never slept so much, or so well, in my entire life. I owe each of you a great debt of thanks for your kindness, prayers, support, love and for - well, just for being there for me.
I am still reeling from the amount of emails, messgaes etc that I have received and I apologise to you all for not responding to them individually. Believe me, I wanted to, but so many were coming through I would still be doing so at Christmas.
As you are aware, I'm sure, I visited my doctor for the final results of the tests I have been having over a period of months ans I was shaking so hard I could hardly stand. I guess you can all imagine the emotions that were going through me. I'm not sure I was prepared for the news being either good or bad - I just wanted to know one way or the other what lay in store for me.
My best friend in the entire universe accompanied me and I do not think I could have faced this alone. He has been an absolute Godsend. I am so lucky to have such a wonderful person in my life and I pray that he will always remain so.
The outcome was good. I'm not sure I heard any otherw ords than "all tests have proved negative" befor I was totally overwhelmed and promptly collapsed like a prt on the surgery floor. I don't even remember doing it!
I am just so releived that this ordel is over for the time being. I have to have anoter check in a month, but this is merely a formality.
What I am trying to say is that I love you all and words cannot epress this adequately.
I thank you from the bottom of my heart for being there for me and hope to write more "Paul and Simon" stories when I feel a little less tired - I am sleeping a lot at the moment - my energy has been drained and my brain isn't relly functioning.
Tim has posted a new story "Party In The Park" - God love him and I hope you will not be offended if you recognise in that story someone you know and I apologise to all those I have missed.
My tears are falling just thinking of you all out there coming together just for me - they are tears of joy and love for you all.
THANK YOU for listening and I apologise for taking up so much of you valuable time.
God bless you all - your faith, hope, prayers - everything - has helped me enormously.
TS
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