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Oh darn... [message #5801]

Sat, 09 November 2002 11:23

lenny

On fire!

Location: Far Away
Registered: March 2002
Messages: 1755

Washday in 35 minutes. Fun-fun-fun!

Ended yesterday by getting upset over nothing. I'm sure, to the other party I seemed terribly childish and petty. I just can't help it these days. The smallest, stupidest of things sets me off.

I can't even remember the last time I sat down and TALKED to a real, living human being. The closest thing I've gotten to that lately is my adoptive parents phoning me yesterday. Is it all doom and gloom, I was asked outright. Yeah well, what else is there for me?

Started today with reading the most awful news article about two German kids meeting over the internet; boy, 16, girl, 21. Why was that awful? Doesn't sound too bad now does it? Well you see, they met on a suicide chat. And now they're both dead. They shot themselves in the head with the same rifle.

Trying to write. It's the only safety-valve I got left, my life's shit, but I can make up other people's lives and make them happy instead. I can pretend to be them, it works for just a little while. It's hard though, when I get so little in return for it. People in general don't seem to care much anymore.

Now it's 20 minutes until wash-day. Whoo-hoo.

"But he that hath the steerage of my course,
direct my sail."
-William Shakespeare, Romeo and Juliet, Act One, Scene IV

		Oh darn... By: lenny on Sat, 09 November 2002 11:23
		Have to say this, Lenny: you should get out more! By: nick on Sat, 09 November 2002 13:19
		Am Dram is a GREAT way to meet By: timmy on Sat, 09 November 2002 19:55
		You people don't understand me at all! By: lenny on Sat, 09 November 2002 20:55
		Re: You people don't understand me at all! By: the scholar on Sat, 09 November 2002 22:36
		Of course, you're right. By: lenny on Sat, 09 November 2002 23:27
		Lenny... By: nick on Sun, 10 November 2002 01:07
		Re: Oh darn... By: tim...of usa on Sat, 09 November 2002 14:15
		Re: Oh darn... By: trevor on Sat, 09 November 2002 23:34
		Please read this, just simple... By: ashley on Sun, 10 November 2002 01:26
		Me Too, Ashley By: smith on Sun, 10 November 2002 13:46
		Re: Me Too, Ashley By: tim...of usa on Mon, 11 November 2002 13:08
		Writing a story about a boy and a dog, except it isn't...! By: lenny on Tue, 12 November 2002 01:53

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