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icon9.gif Oh darn...  [message #5801] Sat, 09 November 2002 11:23 Go to previous message
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Registered: March 2002
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Washday in 35 minutes. Fun-fun-fun!

Ended yesterday by getting upset over nothing. I'm sure, to the other party I seemed terribly childish and petty. I just can't help it these days. The smallest, stupidest of things sets me off.

I can't even remember the last time I sat down and TALKED to a real, living human being. The closest thing I've gotten to that lately is my adoptive parents phoning me yesterday. Is it all doom and gloom, I was asked outright. Yeah well, what else is there for me?

Started today with reading the most awful news article about two German kids meeting over the internet; boy, 16, girl, 21. Why was that awful? Doesn't sound too bad now does it? Well you see, they met on a suicide chat. And now they're both dead. They shot themselves in the head with the same rifle.

Trying to write. It's the only safety-valve I got left, my life's shit, but I can make up other people's lives and make them happy instead. I can pretend to be them, it works for just a little while. It's hard though, when I get so little in return for it. People in general don't seem to care much anymore.

Now it's 20 minutes until wash-day. Whoo-hoo.



"But he that hath the steerage of my course,
direct my sail."

-William Shakespeare, Romeo and Juliet, Act One, Scene IV
 
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