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Washday in 35 minutes. Fun-fun-fun!
Ended yesterday by getting upset over nothing. I'm sure, to the other party I seemed terribly childish and petty. I just can't help it these days. The smallest, stupidest of things sets me off.
I can't even remember the last time I sat down and TALKED to a real, living human being. The closest thing I've gotten to that lately is my adoptive parents phoning me yesterday. Is it all doom and gloom, I was asked outright. Yeah well, what else is there for me?
Started today with reading the most awful news article about two German kids meeting over the internet; boy, 16, girl, 21. Why was that awful? Doesn't sound too bad now does it? Well you see, they met on a suicide chat. And now they're both dead. They shot themselves in the head with the same rifle.
Trying to write. It's the only safety-valve I got left, my life's shit, but I can make up other people's lives and make them happy instead. I can pretend to be them, it works for just a little while. It's hard though, when I get so little in return for it. People in general don't seem to care much anymore.
Now it's 20 minutes until wash-day. Whoo-hoo.
"But he that hath the steerage of my course,
direct my sail."
-William Shakespeare, Romeo and Juliet, Act One, Scene IV
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Oh darn...
By: lenny on Sat, 09 November 2002 11:23
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Have to say this, Lenny: you should get out more!
By: nick on Sat, 09 November 2002 13:19
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Am Dram is a GREAT way to meet
By: timmy on Sat, 09 November 2002 19:55
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You people don't understand me at all!
By: lenny on Sat, 09 November 2002 20:55
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Re: You people don't understand me at all!
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Of course, you're right.
By: lenny on Sat, 09 November 2002 23:27
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Lenny...
By: nick on Sun, 10 November 2002 01:07
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Re: Oh darn...
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Re: Oh darn...
By: trevor on Sat, 09 November 2002 23:34
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Please read this, just simple...
By: ashley on Sun, 10 November 2002 01:26
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Me Too, Ashley
By: smith on Sun, 10 November 2002 13:46
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Re: Me Too, Ashley
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Writing a story about a boy and a dog, except it isn't...!
By: lenny on Tue, 12 November 2002 01:53
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