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Three weeks later...the pain remains... [message #5953]

Sat, 16 November 2002 04:52

toms

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You know, I thought after a week or so I'd get over him. I'd move on. We'd just be friends. It's three weeks now and I'm dying. The pain is just overwhelming still...perhaps even moreso than before. I still look at the kid and I wanna bury my head in the sand in embarrasment. I look at him and my heart just dies...I look at his beauty...his flawless features and that beautiful hair...*SIGH*...

I miss him. Even though he never was really mine, I miss him. He was mine in my mind. But now that's over, and I'm left here crying over this boy...I was talking to my great friend and she said how there will be other people...but other people are not Conor. Nobody else is Conor. No one can replace him.

Please, I implore you, anyone out there in their teens or even if you're not, if you've been in my position, I think it would really helped if I talked to someone about this who knows where I'm coming from...it would probably help if you're younger since the situations would probably be similiar (nothing against the elders here, you're all wonderful and I love you all, I have no clue where I'd be without each and every one of you)...

-Tom Sad

"Whatever is sought for can be caught, you know,
whatever is neglected slips away."
Oedipus Rex, lines 126-127

		Three weeks later...the pain remains... By: toms on Sat, 16 November 2002 04:52
		Re: Three weeks later...the pain remains... By: ashley on Sat, 16 November 2002 05:04
		Re: Three weeks later...the pain remains... By: david in hong kong on Sat, 16 November 2002 07:54
		Re: Three weeks later...the pain remains... By: gil on Sat, 16 November 2002 12:36
		Re: Three weeks later...the pain remains... By: tim...of usa on Sat, 16 November 2002 17:00
		Oops... By: toms on Sat, 16 November 2002 18:24
		We haven't really talked, but... By: lenny on Sun, 17 November 2002 04:44
		Re: We haven't really talked, but... By: toms on Sun, 17 November 2002 16:31
		I was away for a while during that time, I'll go back and look for it. By: lenny on Sun, 17 November 2002 17:57

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