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Hello my cheeky goblins! [message #6515]

Mon, 09 December 2002 23:31

dan

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Location: Bath
Registered: February 2002
Messages: 107

Sorry I haven't been on for a while. I have been busy having a hectic social life, and drinking like a fish. Which has so totally taken its toll. I feel rough. Hehehe, basically had a very drunken weekend, with friends, at various different house parties. More to come, I fear, as it is Christmas soon...! Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh. Detox needed.

Anyway, I just wanted to say. Last Monday I was so very happy. I thought that the following Saturday (last Saturday) I would be 'looking after' my brother and his friends. One of which being Chester. Unfortunately it turned out that they stayed at another house, and I was to go to a party (somewhere else that evening). I went to pick my brother up in the morning, and Chester was there. I walked in the room, and chatted, and sat on the sofa. Chester then held my arm, and inspected I bracelet I got from a friend whom had recently returned from Thailand. He was holding my arm, and said to me "Why didn't you come last night...?" In such an upset way. It was difficult for me to answer, because I would have almost come to tears if I was being truthful.. I had wanted to be with him, I was so overjoyed at the beginning of the week, but it all changed. And seemed impossible for a 20 year old person to stay at a 15 year old's house. The reason is more complicated than this, but I cannot be bothered to explain at the moment.

He is so gorgeous, and so loving of me, it is dreadful. I was sat on the sofa, we were watching the "Count of Monte Cristo" on video (at 9 am), and I just sat watching him, he was so cute, holding one hand to his mouth, with the other. Totally absorbed with what was happening in the film. Mesmerised. It was amazing, his eyes and everything. For that whole day, AND today, I have felt sick. Sick with the feeling of love. Total obsession with this guy, who is so amazing, I cannot explain.

It drives me crazy, I have to think of the most extraordinary excuses to be able to text him on my mobile phone. I want to see him so much, but the only legitimate reason, is for our families to meet up or something, which at best, happens every 3 weeks or so. AHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!

Anyway, I just needed to vent this frustration, and insanity of mine.

Have a great night everyone.

Dan.

		Hello my cheeky goblins! By: dan on Mon, 09 December 2002 23:31
		Re: Hello my cheeky goblins! By: david in hong kong on Tue, 10 December 2002 11:14
		Yup, that's us By: Darren on Tue, 10 December 2002 15:49
		Update By: dan on Tue, 10 December 2002 19:23
		Rofl, seems the "trendy sex puppet" is YOU! By: lenny on Tue, 10 December 2002 21:14
		Re: Update By: stephen on Tue, 10 December 2002 21:52
		smith's Kitchen - Channel 4 By: dan on Tue, 10 December 2002 23:00
		Tee hee, Dan the celeb! ...Can I touch you? By: lenny on Wed, 11 December 2002 00:28
		Touch him?! Take a number pal, I saw him first! By: toms on Wed, 11 December 2002 02:27
		Why is it that the good TV programmes always come on when I'm away? By: nick on Wed, 11 December 2002 03:25
		Definition By: timmy on Tue, 10 December 2002 23:33
		Did Corbett always have his hand up Sooty?????!!!!! By: Steve on Wed, 11 December 2002 14:40
		Oh, thank the heavens for Google... By: lenny on Wed, 11 December 2002 15:17
		The sex puppet ... trendy too By: Darren on Wed, 11 December 2002 21:18
		Re: The sex puppet ... trendy too By: dan on Wed, 11 December 2002 23:06
		Wait a few years? Why? By: timmy on Wed, 11 December 2002 23:10
		Latest Text Message.... By: dan on Wed, 11 December 2002 23:14
		Re: Latest Text Message.... By: dan on Wed, 11 December 2002 23:17
		For heavens sake CALL HIM By: timmy on Wed, 11 December 2002 23:34
		Re: For heavens sake CALL HIM By: david in hong kong on Wed, 11 December 2002 23:55
		Uk age of consent is 16 unless.... By: timmy on Thu, 12 December 2002 00:13
		Yes, listen to timmy. By: lenny on Thu, 12 December 2002 01:13
		Distaster aboard the cruise ship titanic..... By: dan on Thu, 12 December 2002 22:46
		Aaaawwww...... Oh darn. By: lenny on Thu, 12 December 2002 23:41
		Don't give up yet... By: Darren on Fri, 13 December 2002 00:36
		Re: Don't give up yet... By: dan on Fri, 13 December 2002 23:16
		Re: Don't give up yet... By: david in hong kong on Sat, 14 December 2002 02:41
		Re: Don't give up yet... By: dan on Mon, 16 December 2002 22:55

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