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I did not have the pleasure of knowing Stephen for i'm sure he was a great person. While surfing the internet i found this poem in which it describes the pain some of you might feel about losing a friend. In a way, this post can be directed to Jaime since i read that he lost a freind too, not too long ago. It just caught my attention very much and then i remembered this place. This is how i decide to express my condolences towards the people who where close to those that now do not live with us. Well, here it is......
Losing a Friend:
You said the things that made me cry,
You did those things, I wondered why.
Not knowing that you hurt me,
Not knowing that I cried.
You tried so hard to make me feel good,
But your efforts were miss-understood,
I seen what you did, but dwelled on the bad,
All this wasted time without you is sad.
You were there when I was alone,
You were there mostly by phone,
Yes you live so far from me,
But I felt you closely.
My life was pathetic, my life was thin,
I gave up, but you didn't give in,
You were there for me,
Through thick, and thin.
I write this now, with flowing tears,
Thinking of you, no longer near,
You were there; you were there for me.
If not for you.. Were would I be?
Now you are gone, and not standing by me,
I wonder why, why, would that be?
How come it hurts to set you free?
Why does this happen to me?
But wait I think, that must be it!
It's my fault, I did it,
I hurt you, and it can't be fixed,
I live in the knowledge that I am a prick.
I made you hurt and cry, and feel real bad
And sad inside,
I don't know what I did, but I know its bad
Nobody on earth can make you this sad
I can't undo the things that's done,
I wish they never happened
Or I wasn't the one.
If only they could be undone.
Whatever I did, it must be true, you woulnt lie to me
Nor I to you,
If given the chance I would make it right,
It's not like me to not even fight.
Words can't describe what you mean to me
Without you I would no longer be,
You saved my life, and made it better
Several times to the letter.
It hurts, it hurts, the pain immense,
What it's like losing a friend,
This pain I know I can bare,
Knowing your love was once there.
For my sins you have payed,
I deserve to rott in my grave,
You gave your love without condition
Truly one inspiration
I'm a nutcase, I'm truly sad,
For losing the best friend I ever had,
I'm a dickhead, a looser, a fuckwit a fag,
I lost the best friend, I ever had.
Life is great, I'm glad I'm alive
With people like YOU we learn to strive
Today I'm happy, that I'm not dead,
Thank you so much, for being my FRIEND
Now you leave me? You just give up?
I cant stand it, its too ruff,
What did I do that hurt so bad?
Why did you cry.. Why are you sad?
I want to fix it, and say I'm sorry
Your pain affects me too,
And now I am worried,
I know too well what its like, to hurt down deep, deep inside.
Why dwell over the issues?
Wouldnt it be better, to share some tissues?
I cry, you cry, we all feel better,
Then one day.. We are friends forever!
This to me is a better solution,
Instead of losing a friend, to mind pollution,
Why you hate me, I still don't know
"Friends are forever" didn't you know?
If my battle for you friendship is lost
Then I know this would come to a cost
The price I can't afford to pay, it will hurt me everyday.
For you are something special, one in a million
You saved my life, made me laugh, made me cry, and made me live
You talked to me when nobody else would,
You weren't afraid to be seen with me
You were brave and put up with me!
Your worth more then your weight in gold,
For what I say is not too bold.
Thanks for being there when you did
You really, really, went through shit.
If we can't be friends..
Then I will never forget you, always think about you
And I will always Love you.
And I will again, know what its like..
Losing a friend.
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