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i thought it would be apropriate if i gave my name...something just told me i should...
and i guess is should share the names of the people who are very important to me right now and i love them all dearly...well ill just give the pet names everyone calls em
ty-the boy fling thing hehe
cheska - i support her she supports me, my good friends from the previous post who got a lil roudy
britt - a good freiind of cheska and the cuddler who told me i have dog hair
tedy - my good friend who takes me fat butt to summer skool every day
(read the my previous post to find out his history w/ me)
sal - the boy in my summer skool class who sum 1 has a lil thing 4 
jessica - the GIRL in my summer skool class who has gotta be the finest thing on the planet by far...next to ty.
so now that u kno a lil bit bout the people i have explianed in my previous post it should be much easier now to understand my life as of now
So...summer skool today was a trip. i wake up at 6:15 and only have 15 minutes to get ready and hed over to tedy's house so we can go to summer skool. but i thnk i had to rush even more becuz i found my self starring in the mirror in my bath room thinking bout sal (its short for something i think it was salvatos but it doesnt matter) for a good 3 or 4 minutes untill my mom poked in and popped me saying u better hrry the hell up.
so i put on my bob marley shirt and a pair of baggy denim and a piar of wanna be lugz/timberland shoes grab my mp3 player and hed out the door only after throwing everything in my backpack.
so im walking to teddys listenin to joe buddens-focus. it takes me about 15 minutes to get to tedy's. so then i felt i needed something soothing to play and i dont think rap was a good choice in the morning. so i find some bob marly to mellow me out. and while listening to this i noticed as i looked down at my bobmarley shirt that his head was directly were my heart is, a warm fuzzy feeling slowly crept over me, and i knew today was going to be different.
so i ge to tedy's and he tells me to pull the 2 bikes out of his garage and put em in his van becuz we have to ride home on bikes today. (the skools about 3 miles away from were we live). so i do that. and wee get to skool a little late, luckley i have the coolest teacher in the skool and he didnt care much and blew it off (there were a few others who were late 2....gotta love traffic). so i walk in the class and sit in my seet and didnt take notice to sal but quickly over to jessica...she was wearing a pair of jeans that i got francheska for her birthday ( they were the kind that are split at the outer leg and laced up , with ghetto rope as i call it)...i also call quick attention to her shoes...not the nike airforce 1's w/ graffity on the side that she had on yesterday. i look up at her face...damn shes so fine...she cahtches me sneeking a peek so i turn to her and say "wat up" keeping my kool. she smiles back and says "holla" then i giggle thinking back to another good firend who has moved to jersey after a fiasco at the private skool. ( u should kno to that i am very shy and normally dont talk to people i dont kno until i get adjusted with my surroundings)
skool started...the teacher told us to finish our work sheets and graphs we had for hoomework becuz the day b4 kids were complaining they couldnt get all this done. luckly my mom was being hard on me the night befor and treatened to beat the hell outa me if i dont do all of it...i luv u mom(ull see why in a sec). so scince iwas done that meant i could do wat ever i wanted until he said we had more work.
to me that translates as look back at the clock(which also translates into i get to nab a look at sal before i quickly turn around). but i also found out more to break time 2. if i sit a certnain angle with my head laying down and my arms over my head i can peek at sal all i wanted and not get cuaght. oh bliss. but this would hurt me at times but looking at him made me endure it.
so then the teachers says we have a test which i knew about. i quickly get done with the test ( as i do with all my work so i can peek back at the clock )
good news too i got a 79 on it...much better than the 13's and 20's i would get in my normal skooling. well after he graded the test he told us our grades...me 79...jesica a 55 ( we had a good laff over that) and sal a 71 (im so proud of him).anotherthing was we had to turn in our project we had to work on the nite b4. i go up and turn mine in and sit down.lay my head on the desk...then i notice sal gets up to turn his stuff in too...thats when i noticed...OMG...hes wearing shorts (some know i have fetishes and boy legs with little to no hair are a huge turn on for me). good thing he wanted to talk with the teachers which meant i could look all i wanted (luckly i have skillz and put a paper in front of me to make it look like i was busy checking over my work). so i examine his legs closley...so tan...almost no hair...oh god...so firm yet not quite firm enough to say he is an athlete or plays sports much. (u should kno i thought sal was a loner at first but i will get more into that later)
so i come to my senses and pull my head up to do a fake stretch to examin more of his apperell. skating shoes and an emarican t shirt on...then it hits me...skater! oh god that enticed me even more. i kno skaters are very easy to approach and scince tedy is one maybe he knos who this kid is. a connection to sal(pronounce like sAl not sol , like sally with out the ly) maybe. so ne ways he walks by and i notice something even new to me...he has baby fat under his chin(awww so adorable). now sal isnt fat by far i would say hes a good 120 and about 5'6 in hight wich means he should have a little gut but that didnt matter to me.
so then i was just getting threw till we had break and then i could go out and meet with tedy and another firend of mine. so i do my work like a good boy and talk with jessica a few times..she has a sexy voice too..and the new york gangsta accent oh god, dadadadadadada DAMN! i offer her a peek at my work cuz i kno she needs it with a test grade like that she defenitly needs it.
break bell woohoo...im like the first to get up and out of the door. we had 10 minutes of break. so i meet iwth tedy and my other firend we talk about the private skool and how ghetto it is...then out of at least 500 people i spot sal and shift my angle to make it look like im paying attention to tedy while i look at sal. sal was talk to some one, but who, some one was in the way. they moved thnk god and i got to see sal with someone else talking like normal people...but i thought he was a loner...oh well im happy to see him happy...he just talking...but the best part come right after break. we walk back and i notice sal talking with a girl ( who she think she is), then i see him smile...oh no i could help but sink into that smile he has ,scince he normaly has a sad sad look on his face which led me to belive he was a loner.
so more work at skool. i get to talk to jessica more(uh oh). mostly bout the test. then her firend that sits behind me got to chatting with her and hearing this 2 girls chat is crazy i love it. so they start talkin bout a local club and how one of em got drunk and normally all the bad stuff kids could do...weed ( couldnt blame em 4 that tho), punching other girls for getting with there men or looking at em. then the girl behind suddenly tells jesica out loud that she needs a tampon. i start crackin up. so does like everyone in the row we sit in...she turned round and said well i need it wat u want me to do. so the girl gets tamon and goes to ask the teacher but she was nervous now...i guess laffin wasnt the best thing to do...so she writes on a peice of paper something i dont kno wat but im guessing it was refering to her current state . so she goes up and shows the teacher the note. he says sure with a smile on his face then jessica says u nerd! we all laff ( the row that is)...
lemme try to continue this
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...so we do our work. then for some reason the teacher is calling students up one by one something bout the homework project we did. he cals sall and i say to my self he can do no wrong wats he up there for. so they talk and i try not to make it look like im looking cuz i dont wanna u kno get cuaght so i turn to jessica and stair at her for a while. damn she has a nice body.
so sal sits bak and the teacher finishs grading our projects. then he says outloud he was pround of wat alot of kids got. he started reading out to the class i gots an a+(affter he said that i thought ide be joe cool an pretend to file my nails on my shirt and blow on em and said well i dont like to brag) jessica...uh i forget...and sal a b- (oh im even more proud of him). so more work..damn on average we do about 6 whole pages of math a day. and then becuz our teacher is so cool he says everyone stop...im letting u guys have a little more time for break in the class.
hegives us a good 5...wat a great man...so i talk to the other kid next to me who by the way has worn nothing but sandals this past 3 days...and i have a foot fetish. so we talk and talk bout skool and such. he was a cool kid..preppy but cool.and then suddenly i hear this tiny voice calling out saying we have about 1 minute left until we leave...im sure u can guess who it was. he was so cute wen he said that. so then then the bell rigns for the 2nd break.
i shoudl tell u i formulated a plan to getting to talking to em which consisted of "accedently" bumping into him in the hall way and saying sorry and then asking him why he looks sad all the time and tryed to get him to talk to me. so i slowly get up waiting for him to pass me first so i can get behind him to put my plan into motion.
so we walk out tha class and i walk with a limp cuz my friend got me doin it scince i was bout 13 or so...so i do it to honor him sometimes. we are out side in the main hallhe stops tunrs around...heres the killer...
I stair into his eyes ,oh wat pretty eyes. he isnt looking at me which was good then i saw his eyes shifting twords me so i did into my pocket and feel for my cell phone...to make it look likke i was thinkin and just staring into space...he stairs at me...at me...while im stairing at him...he has such a buetiful face...then i pull out my cell phone and look at him with the nodding motion like i was pulling back into reality then i tilt my head at him ( u kno the kind thats like sign language that means wats up) he smiles and by now i have my phone out and pretending to hit a few buttons on it. while i was doing that i lost him...damn...oh well i got my fill for that molment. so i go around looking for tedy and my other firend...
breaks over...chatting more with jessica , peek back at sal a few time...he looks so cute...
we finished up our last bit of wrk for the day and we have about a few minutes left and thats wen class really gets crazy. i kno why i am there and even tho its not for sal or jessica (regrtiably) i have to finish my wrk first. so i finish pull out my mp3 player set it at the song i wanna listen to and im just waitng for the bell to ring. i was chatting with the guy with the sandals next to me. then the bell rings...then suddenly..i dont kno why...i just felt like moving my body round a lil...so i got the music blaring in my ears and making a few motions while im walking out of the skool to find tedy...im sure i looked stupid in the halls but who cares...i was happy...and i knew that...
so i meet tedy at the bike rack he pulls my bike out first and then his all the while im still istening to my music and harlem shakin (im sure alot of u dont kno wat that is but its a dance) and then i get on my bike and well we just rode home to his house. tedy is a funny kid in a way but a good firend...he will lie about ne thing to make someone laff. i kno that might sound rotten but he doesnt realize it and that makes it even more funny. so we are ridin to his house and and we dicide to see who can get there quicker so we went our differnet ways..of course me being as smart as i am(i dont like to brag...but...) i won becuz i knew the road teddy was taking was a dead end...maybe it was that yellow sign that said dead end...nah couldnt be. so im just ridin to his house by my self enjoying the serinity...thinking bout sal...jessica...and even ty (i should think about him more that both of em but that day i was focussed on them).
so i slow down cuz i see teddy slowly trailing behind me and we get to his house...i let him beat me..im a good firend i kno...and we chill at his housefor a tad drinking fake mountain dew (mmm mountain maze) watching reruns of snl and the cosby show. he is shirtless by the way...but i dont think of him like that ne more..even though he has somewat of a nice body (he is 101 lbs and is 5'5) then he says u wannna see my chicken and im like sure. so he tenses him abs and say look so i do then stair bluntly at him...hes crazy.
ne ways that was my day...i would say it was good...better than yesterday...i wanted to share it with u guys cuz i couldnt have ne one else 2.
well i like 2 see wat u guys say so ill be popping in!
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great story, it kind of like what i have to go through most of the times. Although i don't meet guys the way you do, bumping into them( great idea by the way), well all it takes for them to be in my class then i just start talking to them. After that they will continue talking me.
What a coincidence, my second name is angel. Strange, but anyways i'm glad you wrote what happened to you today, i did not have a good day.
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I am always fascinated when somebody lets us peek into their minds, their lives, their day! It's sooo cool! Thanks!
You also have quite a gift for expressing yourself, your feelings are clear and great to read about.
God, I feel like an English teacher grading your work...LOL...
But seriously, I'm glad you're here with us...
One thing I can sure remenber from my long-past school days is the many and varied ways I had for checking out people, without getting caught at it...you're a master at that!!
"Always forgive your enemies...nothing annoys them quite so much." Oscar Wilde
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lol david u keep saying these things about my thoughts and stories u are making me think ur being sarcastic and M u must have alot of curage to just approach people like that...i wish i was like that. im shy but once i get past that watch out cuz im the crazy person u would ever meet.
well theres more dramma in my life. a good friend is moving. and this isnt just another friend i have (evn tho they are all special in there own special way) he was the first firend i had wen i moved up to were i live now. and now hes moving. i got to chill with him all tonight well from 7 to 9 and i love hitting on his girlfriend its halariuos becuz she is very convincing and plays along and so do i...im realy bad wen it comes to that too cuz i really get touchy feely too. lol its a hoot and a half. im really gonnna miss him cuz we did have an intamit moment but it was just as firends.
he was kinda like me in a way...he is crazy but not as crazy as me. ne ways...
oh there was something i forgot to add but this was way after i left tedy's house. lol so i come home and i was thinking all day i should share my good day with u guys so i come to the computer and type in iomfats.org and this bullentin comes up and im thinking ok this isnt rigght i check the addres again and it was right of corse. so then im thinking no the site closed...and i was thinking i just started to express myself with other people and then it just suddenly got taken away from me...i must admit i was dipressed for a good hour or so getting all teared up cuz i felt i was just letting my thoughts finally flow out and now i have to stop sharing that..untill i checked back (thnk u god) u guys came back...i thank u timmy for this site, even tho it has only been a few days that i finally talked with you guys i feel right at home. i can talk with others going threw the same thing...iwas a little hesitent to post my name becuz if someone i knew came to this site...but that has got to be 1 in a million chance.
i wanna say u guys are like cruch for me but i cant really find a way to put that into good enuff words so i just said it  so basically u guys are my support and i thank u 4 it.
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Sounds like a nice day! Maybe each of us could share our day sometimes. OK here goes.
My way to loud alarm clock went off then I hit the snooze so many times that I had to rush a lil bit to get ready for work. I had finished a design project the day before so I only had to clean it up and get it ready to submit in the morning. easy mornin!
Then HE walked in again. I have only seen him once before, but man is he ever cute!
About 10 minutes of daydreaming goes by after he leaves when I spot another really cute guy I have never seen before. I am trying not to be obvious but I really stink at that. I stare at him talking to a secretary wile putting the finishing touches on my project. (Thank God i have done this many times and can do it without much consentration) So as this "new guy" is leaving I forget about not being obvious and blurt out "Hi there"! taking him by surprise. i was rewarded with a killer smile and a hello back. A real good day!
After he leaves I turn in my project and take up yet another problem for someone else. I work away on that till about 6 p.m. then leave to go home.
After my way to long drive I have time to run the dog, straighten out the work bench and type this before bed.
Might sound to most like a really boring day but to me it was just fine. I like to take the good things in my day and think of those. The two boys that I don't know and the satisfaction of a job well done, running with my dog and letting Shadow use my fingers for her personal cat toy. hehe
"...I simply remember my favorite things, and then I don't feel so bad ...." -Julie Andrews- (sound of music)
OMG that was so GAY!
hehe
Hope your tomorrow is even better Angel
Kevin
"Be excellent to each other, and, party on dudes"!
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Bright copper kettles and warm woolen mittens..........
{{smith breaks into song as he stands on top of an alp and the camera zooms back for a wide shot}} The hills are alive........
>>>giggle<<<
Hiya, Angel I'm smith. Glad to meet ya !!
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Thanks for your "ramble", Angel. It's really great to get to know you a bit. I'll have to reciprocate one of these days when I'm not SO stinking tired! If you are incredibly bored, e-mail me and I'll give you the addy to the board where I do that (ramble about life - or maybe it's mostly just whining?) semi-regularly. Cheaper than a therapist! (Nothin' personal, David!)
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"But he that hath the steerage of my course,
direct my sail."
-William Shakespeare, Romeo and Juliet, Act One, Scene IV
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I didn't have many guys in my class I liked to look at (Swedish schools are different compared to those in the UK or US, in that classes are one cohesive unit that share all subjects throughout the entire school day).
There was this one mountainbiker guy though that I liked to look at, wasn't hard to do it. He'd usually sit at the front half of the classroom towards the windows, and I would simply sit one row behind him and to the side. That way I could look at his butt (which he'd usually let stick out a bit sort of and show off in tight jeans, yum), and nobody would be the wiser. If anyone would bother to look at my face to see what I was looking at, they'd think I was staring out the windows.
-L
"But he that hath the steerage of my course,
direct my sail."
-William Shakespeare, Romeo and Juliet, Act One, Scene IV
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Blogging is WAAY cheaper than therapy. But I talk back, so it might be worth the money. Send me that site info, too, if you please.
Hi again, Angel...nope, I don't think I'm ever sarcastic. At least not intentionally. But keep telling me if you wonder about it, it's good to see how others view us. I think this MB is a source of support for many of us, like you say. At least it is for me.
Oh Kevin and smith! I go to work just for one regular 12 hour day, and here you guys are singing Julie Andrews from an Alp. That IS tooo gay. But I love it.
True story...
I used to live in Stowe Vermont, where the Von Trapp family settled after escaping the Nazi's. Therefore, everybody was required to know all about the movie. But here's the catch. The story is sort of true in parts, but...
Yes, Baron von Trapp was an older man, a hero of WWI, and the sweet young thing did come to take care of the children from the local convent. And yes, they did eventually earn part of their keep by singing. But...
She really REALLY didn't want to become a nun, and basically twisted the poor Baron around her little finger. He was SOOO whipped...
They didn't escape on foot over the Alps. They drove out with all their movable possessions before the borders were closed, and they arrived in the US very well off. And then they sold the estate after the war and bought a lot of the mountain that Stowe is at the base of, began a ski lodge/resort business that is now also a Time Share thingie.
The Baroness was such a bitch...she was thoroughly hated for being a bully and totally self-absorbed. She used to try to mow people down with her red Corvette as an old lady. And she wanted the Catholic Church to go back to the Latin mass because it encouraged too many "common people" to participate.
There was a fire in one of the units of the Lodge, and it was sad really, cuz one man was burned to death. But some people in town the next day were heard singing, "The hills are alive...with the sound of fire trucks..."
"Always forgive your enemies...nothing annoys them quite so much." Oscar Wilde
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very lewl to read your daily journy dude.
keep posting its way kewl.
peace
tim...of USA
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dude first off your are posting a daily journal and secondly if you want i can get you a code to start your own live journal and i'll get you the web addy.
peace
and keep rocking with your posts
tim...of USA
oh and contact info
YAHOO freakytimmer
AIM freaky timmer
MSN timmer101@hotmail.com
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I do have somebody that i always love to look at when i'm in class. He sits infront of me and i love it when he is always asking me questions about math. I guess because i'm kind of a A's student. This guy is from the UK, 14 years old ( young i know), very hot, and also tall and still growing. He is not the smartest person that i have ever met but i don't mind, i'm always willing to help him out in whatever i can.
Today he got called on by the teacher to do a problem on the board, he looked so cute up there all i wanted to do was to get up there and forget about everything and just kiss him. Unfortunally i can not do that, i need to keep my distance.
Before we were seperated by a girl and he used to stand up and come infront of me to ask me some question. It was such a turn on. Why? Try to imaging this. I'm sitting down doing my work like always and all of the sudden i see this boy get up from his sit and walk right up to me desk. Now as i look up and the first thing i see is him, right there, infront of me. Now when i'm sitting on my desk i reach him to his waist, imaging what i was looking at, i just can not help it when a boy like him is infront of me. I always try to imagin what is underthere those pants. I melt everytime i think about it. It is also very hard look at him since one can get caught looking things you are not suppose to which at times can be very difficult.
Angel, don't be shy and just talk to him, i'm sure he would talk you. He is a skater right, well start there, talk to him about skateboards. I know it is more difficult than it seems specially when you like that guy, but trust me it is not that bad once you break the barrier. I don't know maybe you become good friends.
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today i guess u can say i blew out all the doors!
i told jessica i thought she was fine...then say shes outa my league to her..she says aint no one outa my league...
me and sal exchanged a few words in the hall. he laffed at sumthing i said so i felt special. he has such a cute voice, like a little boys. lol i dont really have much to say right now cuz im busy talking with a new found freind andy...(lud u boo)
ne ways today was great i got a 86 on my test soo woohoo
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rock on bro 86 your a smart boy
and talked to sal...very very kewl
good chatting with you last night , i'll be on line some thins week end
peace
tim...of USA
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