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Registered: March 2012
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For those who doesn't knwo im inlove with his guy since 3
years back  and I went to see him in Malta (without) having
him as my b/f yada yada yada THIS time ( my second one)
we ummm been kissing and cuddling and making out.
Like we talked about it in sms, I said I liek to be with him
even though I know you wont feel the same for me and he said
.well if it makes you happy.
Hard to give you the right picture of this guy, but he's so
beautiful and caring, honest ,,,, really a terrific guy.
I knwo he likes me but thatr he's not ready to love me.
Malta will join the EU next year but since it's so small
you cant work here until five years has passed YOU CAN
but it's a little tricky.
So, I always think of him everyay, all the time.
He'll for sure be the last thing on my mind the day I die
- sorry Timmy, I know you wanted to be that person hahahahahaha
Hmmm yes my problem is that - well I sorta been trying to find
out hwo he does feel for me now because when we kiss, I mean
he's so carrung and sweet and gentle its not SEX for him,
he haven't even had sex, its like making love.
I knwo the difference - unfortunately 
Anyway so yesterday I was very sad, I was at this barbeque
and this guy - I call him Shakespear due to how he speaks.
I mean he made me laugh the whole night and I talked to him
about you know who and he thinks im an idiot who desserves
someone better and - the problem is taht Im putting my entire
lifeon hold, have for 3 years. I mean dont get me wrong.
I LOVE - you know who - I ONLY want him but this is tearing
me apart.
Now dont want or wil do ANYTHING with this other guy.
Im leaving soon, I dont go from one guy to the next.
If I talk to you knowwho, I just want to be alone by myself
just, I just really love him. I love him with my everything.
Josie
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