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Registered: March 2012
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...or not. Tonight has revieled something to me...with the help of my good friend Garrett (I Lud You). I realize now that maybe this 'love' for Tyler isnt really love at all...but lust. I don't think I shared with you how I was sappossed to spend the night at his house Friday. Well come to find out he got my other friend to spend the night instead and he said he tryed to call me but he never reached my cell...which he has on his phone...at least last time I checked. Worst thing of all they smoked Weed that night and IMed me and try to say how sorry they were 4 not calling me. Bull shit...
So today I IM him and he's got nothing much to say to me. I invite him into a chat to talk with Andy and Garrett (he know nothing about them). So he leaves all of a sudden. I ask him why he says He doesn kno even of em and doesnt wanna get to kno em. Sucks to be him...Andy and Garrett are great people.
So anyways friday night he promises me I can spend the night next Friday...I ask him today...OH no im sorry im going to the beach that day...how can he just say that.
I realize sure we have been threw alot of things together...sure we have a connection and many things incommon...doesnt mean hes my best friend. That hurts...I thnk i just said i love him becuase of his great face and body.
Lust can be a very miss leading feeling can't it.
I also realize from Andy that I came off a little scary with my first few posts...I'm very sorry if I have scared NE of you.
Angel~
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Scared us? Nah, I don't think so. No problem, I think, about that.
Oh yeah...a good body and face can definately make most of us forget all common sense for a time...and it CAN feel like love.
It's good to be figuring out the differences, so you can be more in control of your choices and be more clear about what you need...and less at the beck and call of others who might be toying with you.
Lots of the fiction stories on this site (and others) have love, longing, lust, lonliness, and such as integral parts of the plot-lines...and they're all waay better than anything you might have to write a book report about in school. Give 'em a try...they're pretty educational as well as entertaining.
"Always forgive your enemies...nothing annoys them quite so much." Oscar Wilde
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Registered: November 2002
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Angel your posts are great - you share what's in your heart and head and are just yourself. Keep it up! About Tyler - well, we can all use friends and we all make mistakes, so there's no need to burn bridges or cut ties or whatever. It's really hard to think ahead to how our decisions might feel or look to others when we are focused on our needs and wants and today - just happens. But, possibly something can be learned from it for next time.
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"Be excellent to each other, and, party on dudes"!
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