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smith
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Registered: January 1970
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There's a moment that you dread all your life.The moment you come face-to-face with yourself and there are no backrooms left to hide in, no more daemons you can blame. When circumstances abandon you, and all you're left with are two things: yourself to examine and a decision to make. But, of course, the decision's never easy to make. If it were, you never would have erected so many barriers between yourself and it in the first place. You would have dealt with it head-on and laughed about it later, about how silly, how foolish you had been. Only, none of that happened and now the sound of laughter is missing from the room. You sit alone and wonder if you'll ever stir from this place again.
M ??? I miss the poetry
smith J
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I don't know where you keep pulling this stuff from, smith, but it's got a real pull on me. You always seem to know how to make the heart strings tighten, mon frer.
It's not the wolf you see you should fear, but all the ones he howls with. Don't be afraid of the song, but don't piss off the choir.
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marc
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Registered: March 2003
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And sometimes the barriers shield a person from the fear of realization. Fear of remembering.
And what decision? I have been struggling with wether or not to make one decision for years. Should I do it?
Life is great for me... Most of the time... But then I meet people online... Very few are real friends... Many say they are but know nothing of what it means... Some say they are, but are so shallow...
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timmy
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Location: UK, in Devon
Registered: February 2003
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The decision depends on how you hold the thing you decide upon. If I were to make a dark interpreteation of your post I would reverse it.
I would say "Decide not only to live, but to live well."
Author of Queer Me! Halfway Between Flying and Crying - the true story of life for a gay boy in the Swinging Sixties in a British all male Public School
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marc
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Registered: March 2003
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OK... I'll go....
Life is great for me... Most of the time... But then I meet people online... Very few are real friends... Many say they are but know nothing of what it means... Some say they are, but are so shallow...
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Roses are red
Violets are blue
Flowers are beutiful
AND YOU ARE TOO!
Much love,
Kevin
"Be excellent to each other, and, party on dudes"!
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Registered: March 2012
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have to try and go on ( U have!) don't give up now things are
not as bad for you as they were a couple of years ago.
Cant say the right things but we all go through shit that
hurts and we go on because we have to - cause we owe it
to ourselfs and others..... you might think that no one cares
for you but it's not true you know. Many care for you and
Kevin loves you!
So baby keep smiling:)
Josie
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timmy
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Location: UK, in Devon
Registered: February 2003
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Author of Queer Me! Halfway Between Flying and Crying - the true story of life for a gay boy in the Swinging Sixties in a British all male Public School
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Registered: March 2012
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Remember those you would leave behind.
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