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Registered: March 2012
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2marrow i leave to go to north carolina for some camp called the wilds. im going with my youth group and well im not very happy bout it. im excited cuz i get to pimp everyone there cuz well everyones so well boring. reason im mad is cuz tyler is comming....but he wont be in the same cabin...he'll probably be somewere across the camp in another cabin...that leave me with who to bunk with and honestly the only people i have to be bunking with are some lil 12 yearolds who will get on my nervs and bug the hell out of me.
i felt crushed when i found out me and ty wont bunk 2gether but i gottne over it and realized that we cannot be together all the time. i have to go and pimp some girls which i dont mind but i wanna be with my tyler...hell be with our good friend so as long as hes happy. now i dunno bout the bus ride up there but i get to be with him all 2marrow and we are leaving late at night.
maybe im gonna tell him how i feel about him 2marrow while we are both high in the sky. funny thinng is his older bro will be with us but hes gonna stay at the house while we find someweres to go chill.
i have butterflies in my sttomach becuz i wanna tell him so bad and i dont want him to reject me...see i have to stay at his house for 3 days after we get back from this trip...i dont want him to hate me for loving him. addvice would be good. i dont want to have sex with him i just want to be with him if u guys are thinking that.
well im off to look for something to occupy my time. luvs yall
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Registered: March 2012
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We'll be thinking about ya, Angel...
Is there some way you can think of to sort of start telling him SOME of your thoughts and feelings without necessarily spilling your guts totally and risking rejection? Just a thought, but testing the waters might be a good idea.
Maybe making up a mythical person you heard about who was bi and told his best friend, and got dissed...something like that, just to get his opinion about a generic example removed from yoursaerlf.
Anyhow, good luck, and have fun at camp!
be sure to let us know what happens!
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Uh huh - like David said, maybe come out to him slowly? It's one thing to hear a friend is bi and another to find out he has a crush on you, so maybe go slow? Good thoughts for you - hope camp is fun!
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man i had alot of funky dreams last night. anywho....its 8:34 and i have them butterflies. i have to stop to the mall and look into buying some earbud head phones...we arent sapossed to take cd players but i need my music...specially now. but ive been thiunking all week how to deal with it.
slowly...yeh....never thought of that. well now i got something to thikn about 2day. tyler will have to live with me after i tell him...make me wounder if this is the right time. im sure he will want some time to think about this.
thanks for the advice. ok ill ttyl think of me pray for me...all that good stuff. ttyl
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Hey guys this is my official good bye for the week. im gonna miss some of you guys. i luv ya dont change love everyone...ttyl have fun buh bye chao *kisses* *huggs* keep it real keep it gutta keep it grimmin!
buh bye
angel has just left the building
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