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Hey guys. I found out alot about my self this week and weekend. The truth about the people i love and the people that love me. Im just going to do this in cronological order or wat ever its called.
Sunday - Im all excited and i goo to the mall to pick up something and pick up something for tyler. We hang out at his dads house and we go out to smoke. i didnt have the balls to tell him anything. i knew if i did the whole week would just fall apart. and scince i had to spend a few days at his house after this trip. i dont think i could have lived with him hating me for the whole week. So we go to the bus and we pick out our seat...what do u kno im sitting next to the kid with the biggest ego in the mother f-ing world. tyler sits with my best friend zac. so basically i was by my self the whole trip up...good thing it was a night trip so i could sleep.
Monday - I wake up i think i forgot i was even on the bus. so we ride to this camp. luck just so had it that me tyler or zac werent even bunking with anyone we wanted to. we were walking to our cabins and well i guess i was blessed becuz i bunked with a guy that looked like shia lebouf with straight hair. and well i think shia is such well a cute guy. so this was going to be interesting. so anyways basic rules of camp and stuff. we were all on the red team of camp. so i guess big whoop right.
Tuesday - Well i woke up and did the normal camp thing. took a shower...fixed my self up. put on some pretty good lookin clothes i must say but i quickly found out at camp...you cant dress to impress unless u plan on throwing those clothes away. so anyways at the breakfest table i quickly find out me and this shia lebouf wannabe click. which is good cuz i didnt really like anyone else in my cabin. his names kurt so i dont have to keep saying shia lebouf imatator 
Wednesday - oh man i had the most awsome dream. me and tyler were in a room by ourselfs...well the dream was for me...so . basically a boring day. i finally meet up with zac somewere on the soccerfield. tyler wasnt to far behind. along with some other guy named mike...he was a niggerneck ( redneck wigger ) he was pretty cool. damn funny 2. so we all hang out but tyler wasnt really talkative with me. so anyways same old boring camp stuff.
Thursday - another awsome dream but it wasnt like the first. it was me zac and tyler with kurt and we were all on a train but well i forget what happened. I guess ii should skip to the drama. well tyler and zac were hanging out so much and i felt left out so i thought ide go to the lake and hangout there. so tyler and zac go there 2 i guess they didnt notice me. well anyways i felt like shit becuz tyler said a comment to me in front of some people i wish he wouldnt have. so i swim and then i just felt like more crap so i got up and left. i had a shirt on my head and was walking and i could feel myself starting to tear good thing i had that shirt on my head so no one could see. i can tell zac and tyler were behind me becuz i could hear there laffing. i dunno how but they cuaght up with me. i guess tyler could see there was somethin wrong but well he didnt care he just said whats wrong with you? i made up some lye about the lakewater. so i stop and turn around and say something to zac and tylers behind me and im thinking hes waiting for me so i go to him and ask why you waiting and he says i was waiting for zac...that killed it for me i mean like totally killed it for me...i was walking around and laying in my cabin bunk for like 3 hours crying. i mean it was just the way he said it. he prolly didnt kno. so anways later that night i get over it and meet up with zac...he asks me what was wrong and i made up some lie becuz i didnt wanna deel with it. so then i mention something about me being sensitive and i need constent attention and if not i feel like i did something wrong(which i have to say is sooooooooooo f-ing true as u will see later on). and well i think that brought us closer together as friends. i can always find shelter in zac cuz he will make me laff about anything. so we all go to this coffee shop at the camp me zac tyler mike and some other kids from our cabins and well me and zac start freestyling and we had a good time. i guess it was a good way to close out a bad day (ima poet and i dont even kno it)
Friday - the last day at this damn camp. see the camp was well a christian camp. im all for that and all but we have service 3 times a day and well it gets crazy for me. so anyways i pack my stuff up and all. becvuz we had to leave at 6 in the morning. i say my good bye to all the guys and girls i met. lol i guess i forgot to mention kurt in the whole story. we hung out alot too which was fun becuz he is so crazy and i love crazy people. sleeping was hard for me becuz i was still thinking about thursday.
Saturday - i woke up like shit i felt like shit...i was shit. clean my self up grab my crap then head to the bus. i didnt say 2 words to anyone. i was mad becuz i was shit i was annoyed becuz i kno i cant have tyler. So we all pack in the bus. i made sure i wasnt sitting next to the dickhead i was sitting with before. i got lucky. kyle...tylers older brother...he was a good kid. he had the good look that were similar to tyler (well tyler had his looks). he calmed me down becuz he was tired and well i was the only one he could lean on. he slept on my shoulder. i felt loved and thats all i wanted. threwout the day i fell for kyle. he had the good looks that attractited me to tyler but he had the heart that tyler didnt. he is more snesitive than tyler. somehow he moved to my lap and well it was hard not to well get hard  i didnt want him to think i liked him. well later that night i showed him how to massage hands and i gave him a hand and arm massage. we got home in one peice. i had to spend the night at there house (kyle and tyler) for a few nights. this was going to be hard.
Saturday - i slept in tylers room and it was hard for me not to kiss his feet becuz i was at the foot of his bed. i was just laying there watching him sleep. he was so cute...i was woundering could someone so small cuase me so much heartache. so i get up and head over to the computer and log on to talk with shem and tell him bout my week. we just hung around tylers house that day. i noticed i hung out with kyle more than tyler. but i kept switching between the 2. i want to say tyler has a bad attitude and kyle has a good one but i guess they both have there molments. kyle seems more apealing to me now. tylers fine but kyle is sweet and cute.
Sunday - Zac comes over and well me tyler and zac go out to smoke and well we were all f-ed up. i am quiet when im high but zac makes me laff so much. so anywyas we go back to tylers house. and im chillin in the living room and i walk to tylers room and i could hear zac and tyler talking and well i could here zac telling tyler about the whole thing with me about me being sensitive and how i react to everything. i couldnt blame him tho we were all f-ed up so. anyways francheska comes over and zac and kyle leave the house so it was me tyler and francheska. i love francheska and i love tyler and it was just werid being with them alone...high...they were talking about something and i wound up massaging francheskas feet and we wacthed one of tylers porno tapes. this was like whoa for me. im with 2 people i love to death and we are watching a porno...good thing francheska boyfriend came over. cuz well i dont think i could have handled my self . anyways we wound up getting really really really (i mean really) high all of us. and well threwout that night i was out of it. i remember something about tyler and zac and i was laying on tylers bed and i started tearing and i felt like they was talkin bout me...and somethin bout like this big plan to kill me or somethin i was really out of it. last thing i remember is zac and me and kyle going to some 7 eleven. and i got a honeybun and some mountain dew (part of a blanaced breakfest even tho it was like 1 at night)
Monday - Zac had to leave that morning and i felt like shit. i think i was still a little high becuz i felt buzzed that whole day. we just chilled more that day. me and zac got to go to kyles soccer conditioning (that is close to my house) we didnt feel like watching to much so me and zac headed to my house and chilled. we talked a lil bit 2 about wat was goin on and stuff with his gilfirned. so then his mom came by and picked him up and i head over to kyles conditioning. i sat there for a little bit and watched him get in shape i enjoyed that. the human body is a buetiful thing i gotta say. so we chilled the rest of the day. then night came oh man we dicided to go clubing. oh man keep in mind i was still buzzed and well this club was packed! i mean PACKED! me and tyler got some girls pretty quick but kyle didnt get anything. he was annoyed aobut that and i felt so bad...i woulda danced with him but well u kno how that goes in public places...specially this club .
that was my week. kyle is still mad i think which i feel bad about. becuz me and tyler did just leave him by him self. and well even tho the girl i was with could dance like WHOA she didnt appeal to me 2 well. that was my week and i am typing way to much for the day so...im out ttyl
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