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Well in less than two weeks ( December 21 ) i will be leaving the US for a very well deserve vacation. I will be traveling back to my home, i will be traveling back to my childhood, i'll be going back to Honduras (look it up). I have being waiting for this trip for a long time now. Its being five years since the last time i was there and i still remember all the details,places , people from there. This is very special vacation for my family because for the first time in 15 years my mother's brothers and sisters would be together in the same house. My grandmother is so happy and cannot wait to see us again. My mother is one of six so this is going to be a great reunion, imotional too. Right now my house is a mess because of all the things we plan to take. Preparing for this trip is becoming harder than what i thought.
Anyways , why is this important? Well i'm going to see people i haven't seen for a while now. Some of them have shaped me into what i am today mentally and even sexually. Yes i did do things when i was little that i don't regret. Back then i did not know what it meant to be gay. In fact it never crossed my mind that i might be gay. I remember doing things and that i loved the feeling. It was never something heavy, mostly touching, exploring our bodies is a term to better describe what i used to do. To me all of the things my friends and I did were normal , child's play really but i was well aware i liked the things i was doing. There is this one boy who i spend most of my childhood. We played together since were 4 or 5, i don't know , we were young. I remember i loved being around him, the feelings he created inside of me were great. Even today i think about him from time to time. He was the first one with who i started exploring sexuality, wow it brings back a lot of memories. Now on December 21 i will be seing him again. I'm told he still lives in the same old big house, boy the things we didn't do there. I remember all the games , all the pranks we used to play on people, i remember the house to the smallest detail. Mentally i can walk through the house and i can see myself walking up the stairs to meet him. Too many memories.
Well now i'm so nerveous about meeting him again. I'm worring about so many things. Does he remember me? What about the things we did ? Is he like me? Does he want to talk to me? I don't know there are too many. I'm sure i'm going to see him because his house is like three houses down from where i live. I'm not sure what i'm going to say. Should i shake his hand? This is killing me. Mostly i want to see how much he was changed. I'm so excited. Also i'm going to see some old friends, i'm curious to see how much they have changed physically. I have a clear picture of them when we were younger, i don't know now.
Well all i can do now is wait and see what happens. I know is going to be a great trip and i can't wait to leave.
I have included some pictures of the place i come from. I found them on the net and they bring back so many memories.
The first one ) I remember me walking through all does streets as a child. I can even see my old school.
Second ) You have no idea how many times i went to that beach. Doesn't it look great.
Third ) I still remember eating at the restaurant to the right. I remember we had sea food, fish or something.
Lets just hope everything goes well for me....
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