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We are all born naked, the rest is just drag isn't it? Sometimes I feel like I am a gay man trapped in this body.
-Pamela Anderson-
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"Be excellent to each other, and, party on dudes"!
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except she apparently likes being a woman in a woman's body enough to have relationships that work. err, well. until hollywood drama interrupts, but you know what i mean...
i had a nap and then woke up (and lo, my laptop is fixed and currently is defragging and scandisking), and for as happy as i was last night, i'm horribly depressed. but not 'omg bad' depressed, just reality hitting. that no, i will never be a boy. the most i'll be is some margaret cho/debbie novotny wannabe fag-hag. the most i can hope for is to lose the rest of this weight and pull off looking like a boy for at least my own piece of mind and sanity ... except cross-dressing usually just makes me feel more confused in the end, because i'm not really boy-ISH, or butch-ISH, or what have you.
(although, my friend c's college is having a drag show to benefit something or other, and her and i are going to go as 30s gangsters, and i will be going as far to bind my chest and pin all my hair up in my hat. it's fun, but in the end i still lack the right body and parts and take it all off and hey wow, it's still just me)
that quote made me smile though, thanks. it would've been neat if you could have come to visit for the show. see, muskegon can't be ALL that bad!
my void does not want.
-- 2.13.61.
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Look at this tree. I cannot make it blossom when it suits me nor make it bear fruit before its time [...] No matter what you do, that seed will grow to be a peach tree. You may wish for an apple or an orange, but you will get a peach.
Master Oogway
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