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and i dont even know if i shoudl describe it here, like if that'd be right or not, but it involves turkish queen (out of drag) that i got a smootch from last time, and he was my new years kiss, and while dancing i got to touch his hipbones a LOT, and his belly, which are fetish spots, and he kissed m throat and collarbone and i was in heaven. then i paired him up with one of the guys i met last time, and they were happy. he was soo pretty: white mesh shirt with billowy sleevs and these black bondage pants in PIECES overtop a white pair of something.
also i think i wound up with a GF agian except i'm not sure what happened; her and i are good friends but she's quite pushy at times but tha's a long story and i've been keeping her at arms length for awhile now, for fidelity reasons that i guess dont apply now. i got super sad because turkey-boy was so gorgeous and so nice to me and said i was pretty which he must've been drunk to even think it, and all i could think was 'why the FUCK am i a girl, why why WHY because then he could be mine for more than seven dances' and i got sad and then c. swooped in and apparently i said she was mine and i dont remember.
i have to be up in 4 hours, my ears are ringing, my head hurts, my eyes burn from 430495 other people's nasty smelly smoke (that i never ealised how bad it stunk until recently ... ew. i used to SMELL like that??), but i'm the happiest ive ever been, and at the same time never been so said or so body misplaced.
love to you all. happy 2004.
my void does not want.
-- 2.13.61.
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Incredible. Uh, I dunno what more to say.  You touched his tummy???! OMG, hehehe, that's so cool, and I wish I could have done that too (not exactly a fetish thing, but I do like em...A LOT. ). I'm very glad to see the virus didn't keep you down, and I am glad the evening/night was such a success. Also glad you finally discovered the stinkyness of tobacco smoke.  Keep up the good work there okies? (And those of you who might still be smoking or - shudder - entertaining the thought of picking it up, know that tobacco is basically shit in aerosol form, why would you want THAT in your LUNGS??? Don't give your money AND your life to some rich cynical tobacco-boss bastards who care nothing for you apart from the amount of much cash they can siphon from you before their product kills you.)
Anyway, why would you think he was drunk for saying you're pretty? Coz... You ARE. Of course you are. Hope there's tons of fun for you in 04, just take care of yourself mmkay?
You know I care. I'm your friend, always will be.
Hugs:
-L
"But he that hath the steerage of my course,
direct my sail."
-William Shakespeare, Romeo and Juliet, Act One, Scene IV
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i'm telling you, he was singlehandedly THE prettiest thing on the dance floor. very flat tummy. but suppose being a turkish queen, that'd be a given, huh???
i hear that this place DOES have a website, and i did try to search one out last night but with no luck. i will find it from c. soon though, and hopefully his picture is on there (although he'll be in drag, you can still see the body), so you all can see why i was so  when i got back.
it was a good time, just again .... they don't make people for people like me. he was very nice and an awesome dance partner, but in the end i'm not what he wants for the obvious reasons as stated before.
and as for arm's lenth? i'm trying, i really am. she's just kind of intimidating. not nearly as meek and submissive as she comes across, when it comes to this. what i'm afraid of is it's just the 'heathyr hasn't been touched/wanted like that in so long,' more than love, though i do love her dearly as a friend--she's been patient with me in things no one else usually is or can be, namely my horrific mood swings (like, in 2 days span, i called her and cancelled/uncancelled/cancelled/uncancelled on last night's plans all drama like several times).
hope your new year's was good.
oh, and lenny (since i don't want to reply litter, hehehe): if i can find that website, you will LOVE the pictures if they have any. it'd be neat if they do have before/after pics, so you can see him minus the huge makeup jobs and big wigs, lol. and yeah, it's amazing how much smoking, well, stinks, LOL!!!!! i think it's just been sooo long i'm finally immune, becaause it didn't even make me WANT it, it just was ... gross.
love to you all, and happy new year's day.
my void does not want.
-- 2.13.61.
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