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Musicbasti
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Registered: January 2004
Messages: 2
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Memories consume
Like opening the wound
I'm picking me apart again
You all assume
I'm safe here in my room
(Unless i try to start again)
I don't want to be the one
The battles always choose
Cause inside I realize
That i'm the one confused
I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why i have to scream
I don't know why i instigate
And say what i don't mean
I don't know how i got this way
I know it's not alright
So i'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit
Tonight
Clutching my cure
I tightly lock the door
I try to catch my breath again
I hurt much more
Than anytime before
I had no options left again
I don't want to be the one
The battles always choose
Cause inside i realize
That i'm the one confused
I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why i have to scream
I don't know why i instigate
And say what i don't mean
I don't know how i got this way
I'll never be alright
So i'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit
Tonight
I'll paint it on the walls
Cause i'm the one at fault
I'll never fight again
And this is how it ends
I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why i have to scream
But now i have some clarity
To show you what i mean
I don't know how i got this way
I'll never be alright
So i'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit tonight
Stop with all your arguing, christ. Your chasing people away, I hope you realize. Someone I know is a breath away from suicide, at least its the impression I get. Think about what people come here for, before fighting over junk like who is going to what health facility where, and why they might have to instead of doing so in their city/country, or sending harrassing emails (which is also partly why I'm here, as that victim is a friend and is very upset, and was recently told was making a big deal out of nothing..... and how is THAT for irony when I see just what they walked away from here). But back to this recent thing:
Hundreds of people jaywalk. That's illegal. They don't come to complete stops at 4ways, they litter, they tresspass, et cetera. Do people who see them do it but not call the po-lice become liable or a witness to a "crime"??? Does anyone even CARE when they do? SO LAY OFF THE ONE WANTING SOME CANOOK HEALTH HELP, my God!
"Place of Safety" huh? Where do the rest of us go, now? Canada, mayhaps!
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I agree. Can we put our harsh words away and return to a more comforitng and more supportive group that it once was. PLEASE lets move onto more enjoyable topics. Hmm.. how about what has been the greatest thing that has happened to you today? (if it's 12 in the morning where you are, ie where I am, then just do the day before since it's too early for anything to happen. *grin*) hmm as for yesterday, what was the best thing to happen to me.. I got to see my friend! I hung out with her, and talked with her. It was soo nice to see her off. She's off to college again, her winter break is coming to an end. That's all. hehe how 'bout everyone else? What was the best thing that happened yesterday?
Al
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On fire! |
Location: currently So Cal
Registered: May 2002
Messages: 1179
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As with most places where there are people with passion, we have our little (or big) disagreements and spats. Sometimes they are more intorerable than others. But somehow we always seem to come through them. Unfortunately some choose to leave because of these disputes. That is our loss and theirs. It is a high price to pay, but it seems that it is a necessary price in order to maintain a place that is worth our time and effort. If we are nothing else, we are a group of passionate people and passionate people tend to forget reason in moments of passion. If we did not feel strongly about this place and about each other, we would not care enough to voice our concerns nor would we be offended when another of us voices his disagreement.
I too, wish these seemingly petty arguments would stop, but I also know that is impossible. It is a price we must pay, it seems, to have a place worth coming to. It never ceases to amaze me that people frequently make their first post to the board when we are in the midst of some of our most heated arguments. Al and Ena have joined our ranks right in the middle of this latest one. So these "moments of passion" aren't without benefit, but they do exact a heavy toll as well. As a result of this one, Warren says he's leaving us. He's been a valuable memeber of this community for quite some time and I will miss him if he goes. But life goes on.
Passion and anger are two sides of the same coin. They say we are most likely to hurt those who we love the most and I believe this is true. So odd as it may seem, these arguments would validate our passion and concern for each other. If we didn't have them from time to time, it would mean mno one cared.
Just something to think about
Think good thoughts,
e
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