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real shocker huh. u guys remember me?i cnat leave u guys alone can i. if not, nelio...i forget the other name i used. ne ways the ones that do remember are the one that i am writing for ne ways.
well scince i talked last...ALOT OF SH*T HAS HAPPENED. my move to key west went smooth, sad but a smooth ride. long story short, everyone where i used to live now knows about me being bi, including tyler. i tryed to post here about 2 monthss aaog but something funny came up. so im going ot give my accounts that i remember.
well back to my last nite before i moved. my freind, david, my most dearest firend david, one of the best men i have known on this green earth, comes to see me before i move. now for a refresher david and me met on gay.com and it never really got into romance but a real close freindship even tho later i realized how i messed that over. well we say our good byes 2 each other hug and all that good mess. he was the only one to come and see me that last nntie in orlando.
the ride down was very saddening. i was listening to music nad getting all emotional. all my memories i left behind. all my friends and loves. we got to key west jsut fine. i stayed with a friend the 1st couple nites and it was just wat i needed. someone i knew to share my experiences with. waiting for school to start and all was kinda hard becuz i was locked up in my grandmas house for the whole xmas break.
well i get to school. everyone double tkaes on me. people have surley changed. so much change going on, too much for me. well ne ways the 1st couple days were hard beucz i didnt kno wat to realyl do and how to confront old friends me beign as shy as i am. but over time everyone realized i came back. all my old firends and the old gangs i used ot hang out with have now broken apart and it is but a sweetdream of wat i remember.
well now that i have been hear for about 4 months im getting comfortable with key west again. but over the break i was talknig with an old friend and told him i was bisexual and he was telling me how it was sin and how i was oging ot hell. he wound up telling everyone i knew in orlando about me beign bisexual. icluding tyler, u remember tyler, love of my life that boy that will never be out of my mind. so anyways i get swamped with all these im's asking is it true, so im not going ot lie to them. i tell them just wat they want to hear, yes, sya it loud im bi and im proud. but that fateful screenname just had to pop up. tyler...he had to ask for himself i guess. i told him, he took it netter than i thought he would i was so happy that i dropped the big one, that i loved him and i loved him scince i 1st saw him.
he took it alright, im sure he understands scince all walks of life find him attractive. we still talk and all. i live threw my life onedya at a time. i have offically posistion my self as the school sneaker pimp now owning over 20 pairs of shoes. i still look for those uber cute boys and theres one im feinding for now, hes soooooooo cute, but nothing comparedto tyler. and i have to worry about this while trying to work around a relationship with a pretty asian girl named sasha who i have been dating for 1 week and well she is really into me and she is quite interesting herself.
thats wat i have for now. alot has changed in my life recently and i just htought ide reflect through it here and share it with some of my old firends here. u guys are great, the ones that have been there for me scince day one. im sorry im not here much, the sad part is i can be. but im sure u understand.
much love
~angel
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It's good to hear from you, and good to hear that your life still seems functional, despite the coming-out thing (jeez, what a "friend", ratting you out like that), and the move and all that.
Of course you don't need to feel bad about not coming here often. It's not meant to be a chore posting here. You post as often as you want to, and that's all.  We won't think less of you, so no worries, just be cool.
Congrats on the 20th pair of sneakers by the way, heh heh. As for myself, I only have two pairs of those at most at a time, one for indoors use and one outdoors. Right now I don't even have a outdoors set because I got angry at the previous ones (Nike brand) I had, they broke so darn quickly, only lasted one lousy summer and they still cost over a hundred bucks! I bought a pair of rugged walking shoes instead after that and never looked back. The ones I have now held up three summers and are still good enough for a fourth I guess, but I will probably buy a new pair anyway. The inner liner's a bit worn and such, so new ones would be nice.
Anyway, it was good to hear from you again, really good. Take care now okay?? Post again when you need to or want to.
Byes:
-L
"But he that hath the steerage of my course,
direct my sail."
-William Shakespeare, Romeo and Juliet, Act One, Scene IV
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