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but it's mildly explicit, or probably "gross" to others. so that is a warning intro and you don't have to read further if you're not interested in trans passing devices!!
because i don't think many here really WANT to know about these kinds of details, but i don't feel comfortable squealing about it anywhere else.
i found a site geared toward the non-hormone/surgical FTM. it's got everything you need for passing for the sake of say, urinals and close but non sexual contact. so i think you know what uh, "device" i speak of.
different sizes and colours. and i'm stuck in this awfully FUNNY spot of, "do i go for dream size or do i be realistic," and probably i will be realistic, except ... ehehehehe. my experiences in the past leave me pretty distorted, size-wise. at any rate i am thinking 4 or 5 inches. does that sound right?
it also comes with another little device, although you must pay extra. obviously this first one is going to be soft-like, the only "firmness" is the tube that runs through it for the sake of urinals. but the second one is nearly hard, however, can still be "tucked" so it doesn't appear you're walking around with a hard-on until you want it ehm, "out" if you will. but it's for that spot of time between no contact and actual sexual contact, where touching might occur but nothing too out there. although you'd hope you'd have informed whoever you're with that something is up, unless you want your teeth knocked out. gotta love the town *i* live in.
but anyway i'm just ... excited. because it's not that expensive at all, and this way i CAN have the best of it and feel more like ME without chemically/hormonally altering my body which would make EVERYTHING more obvious than a haircut/posture/clothes change (which some of you have gotten to see); without a surgery i can't afford, and most importantly without running the risk of losing my daughter.
i just wonder how i'd keep it in place while skating.... ::-)
my void does not want.
-- 2.13.61.
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*hugs you*
"But he that hath the steerage of my course,
direct my sail."
-William Shakespeare, Romeo and Juliet, Act One, Scene IV
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timmy
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Location: UK, in Devon
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and the web address is what?
My friend we all need to learn. Educate us.
Author of Queer Me! Halfway Between Flying and Crying - the true story of life for a gay boy in the Swinging Sixties in a British all male Public School
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i wasn't sure anyone would want to SEE it.
the link where i've learnt about the actual piece is:
http://djknowsdicks.com/index.html
it goes into all sorts of specifics, and how to wear, use, clean it. then there is this place to make your own....
http://members.tripod.com/friffboy/id52.htm
finally, the first site i ever found when i began my internet exploring of all these things, transster.com -- it shows photographs of surgeries: and some are very greusome (specifically those willing to have skin grafted from their forarms or thighs to create more length), while others are very interesting.
-l.
my void does not want.
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-- transster.com covers both top and bottom surgeries. i'm lucky enough that i don't need top surgery, really; binding has worked just fine, i use ace bandages and they don't itch, nor are they uncomfortable. on days i'm too lazy to wrap i just use a size-smaller sports bra.
my void does not want.
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saben
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Be 4" one day and 8" the next, that way you'll appear to all kinds of men ) I guess size just depends on your target audience, too, do you want people going "aww, how cute! the perfect mouthful" or "jeez, what a monster! I'm not sure I can manage that"?
Look at this tree. I cannot make it blossom when it suits me nor make it bear fruit before its time [...] No matter what you do, that seed will grow to be a peach tree. You may wish for an apple or an orange, but you will get a peach.
Master Oogway
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i honestly don't know. if i were to have an audience just doubletake, like "i thought that MIGHT have been a chick except not, but when we were dancing there was definitely something IN THERE...." i'd be happy.
probably i'll start out with 4" because i have to get accustomed to walking around with it, sitting/standing without groping myself to readjust (except i DO see guys do that... ) ), managing going to the bathroom before i even attempt to do it in a public place... etc.
but that'd just be hilarious. one day 4, the next 8; bumping into (pun not intended? ahahahah!) the same person more than once in the duration. oh, the fun!
my void does not want.
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timmy
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I hate to disillusion the guys here, but an inch is rather longer than they all think!
Most men have pretty small flaccid willies. Most men grow to about 6", give or take.
Author of Queer Me! Halfway Between Flying and Crying - the true story of life for a gay boy in the Swinging Sixties in a British all male Public School
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Zambezi
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Sorry Timmy, couldn't resist this...
I guess I must be average at about 6", but it's definitely more when I give than when I take:-O
If at first you don't succeed, then skydiving isn't for you.
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saben
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I admit to being quite small when flaccid, but when in the mood I can reach over 6.5", though I can be hard and still be under 6" it just depends on level of horniness, I guess
Look at this tree. I cannot make it blossom when it suits me nor make it bear fruit before its time [...] No matter what you do, that seed will grow to be a peach tree. You may wish for an apple or an orange, but you will get a peach.
Master Oogway
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