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marc
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Registered: March 2003
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A good friend here called and told me that an old friend from years past had just died. She was the mother of a good friend and she held me together some many years ago when i needed someone to understand about my dealing with loosing someone.
She kept me together.... Alive....
I can't get there to be where i should be. This hurts.....
I cried, that didn't help.... Kevin held me and I cried some more and it still didn't help....
One of my favorite uncles passed in a drowning accident this spring
I can't keep loosing people....
it isn't fair
Marc.......
Life is great for me... Most of the time... But then I meet people online... Very few are real friends... Many say they are but know nothing of what it means... Some say they are, but are so shallow...
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Shawn
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Registered: July 2004
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I am truly sorry that you lost your friend and that you couldn't be there.
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timmy
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Has no life at all |
Location: UK, in Devon
Registered: February 2003
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Deep in all the mess of the alleged suicide note, this post got lost.
I happen to know this family was very special to Marc. Sympathy will make him cry, and yet is that so bad? Doesnt; matter if you don;t actuall post, but a thought for marc and the family I am not naming owudl be a good thing to do
Author of Queer Me! Halfway Between Flying and Crying - the true story of life for a gay boy in the Swinging Sixties in a British all male Public School
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o gosh, i hadn't seen this post, marc, i am so so sorry--had i seen it i would have answered right away.
you have my IM and mail, and if you need to use it, please please PLEASE do not hesitate, okay? if there's anything i can do, besides send some candlelight, please tell me.
my void does not want.
-- 2.13.61.
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smith
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Registered: January 1970
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....it isn't fair, but we all lose the people we love. Remember all the good times and the love you shared and let the memories help you through this rough time. All the things she taught you will be with you forever.
{{{hugs}}}
smith
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marc
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Needs to get a life! |
Registered: March 2003
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I sent the flowers and card..... Made all the calls..... Said all the things I needed to say..... Said my prayers.....
It seems my world just keeps getting smaller and smaller.....
I guess it is the way of things but that realization gives little consolation.
Nevertheless.... I go on.... We all do,,, go on that is,,, Its what we do,,, It's how we survive.....
I know things can get difficult for each one of us from time to time... I know also that we get through these difficulties because we... we all are here, helping, holding one and other up when needed, listening... Sometimes, many times, I feel I can say things here I can't say anywhere else for one reason or another... So many people here feel the same way as well... They tell and others listen... No judgment, no scolding for saying the wrong thing... No pushing others away for being different or hurt or just lonley...
It's what we do,,, It's how we survive...........
Thanks to all who shared kind words, here and privatly.
Oh, sorry for babbling on....
Life is great for me... Most of the time... But then I meet people online... Very few are real friends... Many say they are but know nothing of what it means... Some say they are, but are so shallow...
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timmy
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Has no life at all |
Location: UK, in Devon
Registered: February 2003
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As you know I am determined not to lose you as a friend, though you do at many times exasperarte me totally. That is a matter of public record. 
We prevent our worlkd form becoming smaller by reaching out to hold hands we may never have known unless we touch their fingertips. Some we miss. Others we hold fleetinmgly. A few bcome friends.
Risk this some more.
The new never replace the old. They simply add.
Author of Queer Me! Halfway Between Flying and Crying - the true story of life for a gay boy in the Swinging Sixties in a British all male Public School
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