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Hey Guyz,
You know what, I think my sexuality is catching up with me fast.
Everyone seems to be guessing that I am gay. I mean I do not even talk about it at school. But folk just seem to guess, Effortlessly.
I have been in denial,. for at least seven years, obviousley at that young age (And even now) I didn't know what was going on.
I must admit, that I'm not a popular, guy and have completely no social life at all (Place Laughs, Giggles and Sneers here) but I just really need to be loved, to be in some1's arms. To actually have some1 to talk to - tell about my bad day, Boy, someone to send a special christmas card too! Forget the sex, that come last by all means (When I'm Ready). I just need Love.
Well, anyway - I apologise if anyone has sent me any e-mails (As If) but our internet account zeroed out on me, and by the time I got connected again. My Inbox had emptied itself. (I apologise 4 Grammer mistakes)
Merry Christmas + A Happy New Year.
Wishing you Good Wealth, health and times,
Davey
As 1 - In the Sunset, Forever close, eternally Together....
Vegam birga'im she'ani lo itach Yesh mi shelanetzach ohev rak otach ~ Even in moments I am not with you I will, forever, love only you
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David, is it that they are figuring it out, or are you more self-aware and more outwardly aware of what people are saying? Sometimes, when we accept who we are, our actions may change a little, and then we let down some of our guard... revealing a little extra of who we are. That isn't wrong, it is simply who and what we are.
I encourage you to simply be who you are. You are obviously a very intelligent, caring and wonderful guy who cares what others may think. That's ok. I would suggest you don't let your homosexuality define or dictate who you are. You are much more than just someone's sex fantacies... or what they may think of gay people altogether. You are a guy who is trying to figure it all out. That you happen to be attracted to guys instead of girls...well, thats all there is of it. As you settle who you are in your heart, and become more comfortable with your sexuality, that guy will come along that you are meant to be with. Just be open to who is out there for you, and you will find that close love.
Until then, we who are on the message board love you !!
Merry Christmas, Happy New Year, and Huge Hugs for You !!!!!!
BamBam ;-D ;-D ;-D ;-D ;-D
Celebrate your life... embrace your love... Become intimate with your place in forever !!!
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Location: UK, in Devon
Registered: February 2003
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You know all you need to do is to talk. In the end the right person will listen. At school the right person may still be too scared to say hello. That is natural and ok. It also happens with heterosexual teenagers growing through the awful period school can be.
The only way to be popular is to be selflessly interested, genuinely interested, in others
Author of Queer Me! Halfway Between Flying and Crying - the true story of life for a gay boy in the Swinging Sixties in a British all male Public School
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