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I think the last time i posted must have been four months ago. But, now, im posting simply because large changes are afoot with me. The very first time i was here i had made friends that i have lost, and took steps to strive on further.
Well, i want to say that my father has filed for divorce with my mother and its generally uncomfortable, while i havent spoken to him in a month or so, even though i see him once every two days at least.
My life is hectic, more so than usual, and i have finally come out of a long term, long distance relationship with an older person. And we ended on good terms, but its kinda depressing.
Furthermore, my parents are trying to pull me apart and im stubornly refusing all eforts, and little home work tasks and emergencys in the last week are fraying my nerves. i just want a little comunication. kinda lonely. living bassically alone surrounded by people.
sigh, im losing most of my friends here, and generally smoothing over my life for once. i got a letter asking me to teach at college, which i accepted, but even though i can get into a uni, without finishing high school with full scholarship, im trying to finish everything yet undone here, and im going to move soon. burning all bridges, i guess, and i might even be without a pc or internet for a while, perhaps years. i hope not, ill miss this site and all its people, and the posts i read everyday, even though i dont really post. i love the stories and the poetry, and i will be plauged by nostalgia for all my years if i leave some things undone. perhaps i have no choice, perhaps i do. all i know is that ill miss all.
hope to year from someone, perhaps make a new friend, perhaps just get cheered up, anyhow, u mean alot to me.
A truth told with bad intent
Beats all the lies you can invent
-William Blake
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Great to hear fom you again and I'm sorry that life is so tough. I've followed your posts with interest and although I've got questions I feel they are too personal to ask you.
I hope everything turns out okay in the end.
Hugs
Nigel
I dream of boys with big bulges in their trousers,
Never of girls with big bulges in their blouses.
…and look forward to meeting you in Cóito.
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like nigel, i have questions, maybe i'll ask them on MSN if it feels right, you've always been a kinda private person though, and thats ok. you're a good friend, and i hope i can keep in contact with you. i know i'm not as close to you as others here and elsewhere, but if you ever want to talk about stuff, well, you know where to find me.
keep on going Dee, you'll come through it in the end, and knowing you, i'm sure you'll come through ok, you're brave, you're strong, you'll do fine
keep it up dee, and don;t lose help, things will resolve themselves eventually. events are like horses, sometimes they run away from you, but they slow down and walk eventually, and then you can sit up and take stock.
*hugs*
Odi et amo: quare id faciam, fortasse requiris.
Nescio, set fieri sentio et excrucior
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