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Registered: January 1970
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Hey Guys,
Well it looks like Tim has managed to get things working again....a big round of applause to you Tim =).
Well, I know that I dont post here as often as I should, But I am going to try and visit more often.
I have noticed a small attraction to guys around my age lately. Today I was at the cd shop with my friend Mark, and we were sharing a pair of headphones at the listening post....I was watching his lips, and his face. And I could smell how nice he smelt. I just wanted to kiss him, However, the chances of this happening are very slim...He is as straight as they come....His room is decorated with pics of women, and his computer is loaded with Hetro-Sexual Porn.
We have jerked off in the same room before with our dicks hanging out, and have shown each other our equipment. But that was when I was in my early teens.
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I went to a concert in the city last week with a friend of mine, and there was a little cutie in front of me, maybe 10 y.o.
At the end of the concert, the band was throwing little teddy bears into the audience. Nearly everyone caught one, except for this boy.
He looked so sad, and was about to cry....luckily my friend caught one...So i grabbed it off him and walked up to the boy and said
"Here you go Mate, this one has your name on it"
He smiled and gave me a big hug.......MMMMMMMMM =)...it was so beautiful......
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I have also noticed a few guys around my age..that I have gotten a bit flustered over around....Maybe I am evolving into a "GAY" and not a boy Lover...lol.....who knows..........
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trevor
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Registered: November 2002
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Hey, read your e-mail, will ya?
Seriously, it's good to see you find beauty in its various forms, but it's probably easier to find sex and friendship or even love in one of your peers - just keep your options open.
Good luck.
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Like Trevor said, keep all doors open kid... Don't limit yourself in your search of your sexuality. Maybe even don't search as much as just FEEL. Let things come to you as they want to themselves. Feel the Force flow through you! 
Exploration of such feelings, getting flustered etc, can be very satisfying too. I'm happy for you Adam...
-Lenny
"But he that hath the steerage of my course,
direct my sail."
-William Shakespeare, Romeo and Juliet, Act One, Scene IV
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Glad you are letting your feeling flow. Who says you have to only like girls, or boys. Love the one you with!
BTW, what happened to your site? I cannot get there any more, say site not found.
Hugs, Charlie
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Hey Adam! Very cool to hear from you again, and with such great, up-beat news!
If you can keep channeling that energy about boys into loving them the way you did the one you gave the teddy bear with, that would be better for you AND emotionally satisfying for both of you.
And YES YES YES it's possible for you to keep developing your interest in people (guys or girls, whatever, as others have said!!) more your own age. You might end up always attracted to poeple "your age" as you grow older, like so many others here, including me. But it's a good life, anyhow, and nothing illegal or immoral or emotionally unsatisfying need happen.
So hang in there. I am 50 (GASP!) and my boyfriend of 10 years is having his 32nd birthday next month. I am in Thailand right now, with him, and we were out looking at Honda motorbikes for his present just the other day...
I am having such a good time!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
"Always forgive your enemies...nothing annoys them quite so much." Oscar Wilde
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trevor
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Registered: November 2002
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AdamAnt
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Registered: January 1970
Messages: 74
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I took my site down because i was lazy and never update it...so it may aswell not take up webspace.lol
My email has changed recently, so if you have sent me an email and not recieved a reply try again at
adam_ant_85@hotmail.com
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Darren
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Registered: January 1970
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Hey Adam,
Great to see that you are expanding your horizons. I always thought that I was attracted to guys my age and younger--mostly 10-15 yrs younger too. However, the other day, I was attracted to a 60 yr old guy. Almost twice my age! I thought it was cool.
I think it comes from being more open to ourselves (and maybe others) about our sexuality. I think that hiding our feelings in our bedrooms and minds is what causes us to be concentrated to things that may not be proper given our situation.
Nice to hear from you again.
PS What is up with the lesbian and her gay friend?
Darren
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AdamAnt
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Registered: January 1970
Messages: 74
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Some of you may remember Tom and Helen, the gay guy and the girl that I know from school.
Well, I havn't seen helen for a few weeks because we have been on holidays, but i saw Tom today in Music class...he was reheasring a piece for his exam.
When he started to sing it, I cracked up laughing......It was
N'Sync - Bye Bye Bye.....and he even dressed up like a N'Sync member to perform it..HAHAH.......
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tim
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Location: UK, West of London in Ber...
Registered: February 2002
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Needs Shockwave Flash" Could use good bandwidth, too (Pun intended)
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trevor
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Registered: November 2002
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Darren
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Registered: January 1970
Messages: 190
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Tim,
You should add a 'Is Nick Carter gay?' poll on your homepage.
Just a thought...
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AdamAnt
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Registered: January 1970
Messages: 74
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HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH
BTW, i had an awesome day today....
I spent time with these 3 boys at the bus stop talking about cars...they all want me to take them for a drive in my "Hotted Up" car.....Somehow I don;t think there parents would approve of that..lol.
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trevor
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Registered: November 2002
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in his 20's who's only real possession was an expensive sports car - sorry I don't recall the model. He figured out after a couple years that girls weren't really impressed and the payments were so high he couldn't give it back to the bank. On a ride once (I wasn't impressed either - just his turn to drive to lunch) he said something like "Yeah, this car's great if I want to pick up 13 yo boys." He didn't, btw, and wasn't smiling when he said it.
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Darren
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Registered: January 1970
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Probably was just have been a sarcastic comment in regards to that the car was not working for him to pick up hot chicks. I think it is easy to read more out of peoples comments when they are so close to home. Unless he was crying to talk to someome about his obsession, it was most likely just a joke without a smile. You were there though...
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trevor
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