|
|
Its emptiness I bleed for you,
Searching for the way to tell you
The words that are always on my mind,
knawing at my brain, my head starts to hurt
I ache for you, I search for you at night,
where you sleep, where you lay, with your head on the pillow..
Gentle blue eyes, a heart of gold is yours,
beautiful, young, concealing a question for me..
I know what it is, yet I play along and ask you again..
You stare at me, eyes to eyes,
Pleasure and Pain is on your face,
It hurts so much, that you want to erase
This moment, It will vanish when you close your eyes you think,
Yet, I will still be here, waiting for you, to fall into my arms,
so I can hold you, and be with you, to tell you how much I've drempt of you,
to tell you that I love you so much, that it kills me when you see me, and I see you...
I can see you still, with those same blue eyes,
begging me to come to you,
yet I am frozen, I cannot move, or think, I've still...
You slowly walk over to me, my heart racing, palms swetting..
I want this, but I'm scared.. What do I do..
We are nose to nose now, and all I want to do, is kiss you right then and there..
yet, I can't.. I am lost within you, that I cant think, I cant do anything..
My heart screams for this moment, I breathe in slowly,
choking on my breath, I am aching...
You see me, what do you think of me?
Am I not what you want? Am I too much for you?
Take me, dammit, take me, right now, in front of everyone, so I can take you...
Let me be free with you.. I cannot bare this...
I need you...
Kiss me now.. Hard, slow, deep... Make me remember this kiss,
Love me now, teach me how to love.. Love me, as a silent scream escapes my breath...
You take me, your hands are on my shoulder,
you walk even closer to me, and whisper my name in my ear..
I shudder, feeling numb slowly..
You look at me again..
Putting one arm around my head, and another on my back,
pulling me closer, so much closer.. Inches away from my lips, from yours...
And you kiss me... Slow at first, making me feel relief,
Harder, making your lips a part of mine..
Deeper, closing your eyes, making yourself become lost within me,
and you kiss me again..
Opening your eyes to me, I know now that I am with you..
I have waited for this for so long....
Stay with me now, let's face everything together, more then friends, lovers still...
~Josh~
21.
Love who you want to.
~Josh~
|
] 
A Place of Safety
Search
Help
Register
Login
Home
