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Precious moments caught in time,
Frozen, like a mirror, reflecting the images back into your mind.
Still, alone, freezing, you are cold, looking for warmth, wherever it may be.
The child within you, has awakened, and you start to cry...
Beg for mercy, beg for time,
As you are melting, your heart is closed
Never knowing, never stopping, to think, just constantly running,
as if being chased by something not there..
An Illustion, a Memory, what is it?
Your heart begs for air, blood starts to drip,
making you stop, for you are afraid..
Afraid of the red, thick liquid you see running down your skin..
Bleeding, you fall to the ground, and you are shaking...
Someone is coming, a mysterious image in the distance..
Hazel eyes, golden hair.. Someone has found you,
searching for you again..
The child within you sleeps, giving into the earth that surrounds you...
You are cold, shivering within yourself
A Rose she offers you, the woman who found you.
You shiver, closing your eyes, it is night....
Gentle whispers you hear, in a bed you are near
the closet, an empty space, one wihch you sought to erase..
Memory, Hope, is this real?
Ask yourself over again, not finding the answer...
You seek something,
warmth, freedom...
She comes to you again..
Golden hair, hazel eyes, like you remember,
a Young girl this time..
She offers you a cloth, wet with water,
You take a breath, closing your eyes..
She puts the damp cloth on your forehead, praying for safe return from where you were...
Yet, where were you?
A Memory, lost and forgotten, you slowly lose yourself, in the question...
Who? Where? When? What...
What are you?
Who are you?
Where did you go?
When did you come here?
Slowly finding that place again,
a Place of Darkness, and black robes..
You were once one of them,...
The woman,the girl, family are they?
Why have they come here?
I am not real...
And it dawns on you, shivering once again..
You start to bleed, start to give in,
To the Dream that was chasing you from before..
You close your eyes one last time,
saying goodbye to the woman and the girl...
A Dark, Deep sleep awaits you...
~Josh~
21.
Love who you want to.
~Josh~
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