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brian
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Registered: January 1970
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i know...i haven't been around in a while...looking at that one discussion, i guess that's been better that way. i suppose it turned out to be more about boylove than anyone wanted? haven't read it actually.
you know, the funny thing is, you can't deny certain links between the boylove and the gay community. there´are links on Ghoul Drool in one of the threads which is about story recommendations and most sites mentioned htere, were those gay sites: Com's, Tim's, Archerland, GWG, Stormnation, etc. I thought tha twas quite funny considering how many people on the ga yboards think about those things. Another thing, there are at least 10 people from the gay boards who are active or semi-active in the Goul Drool and/or on other boylove boards. The funny thing is that quite some of them have asked me for the links via e-mail. Quite strange really, but then, those boards have, I think, gained a better reputation since that BL discussion on TGO a few montsh back...i have no idea why...bu twell, i have been posting on the BL boards for almsot a year now and in the past few months i have seen more people from the gay MBs there than ever before. I think that's sort of good really.
Anyway, I don't wanna stir up trouble, please don't comment on the first paragraphs, if you feel you want to get violent.
What I haven't mentioned in a long time, but first mentioend here actually, i have gone and glimsped into the BDSM community some more in the past months. Yeah, remember, when talking about "Story of Tim" some months back, I sorta mentioned that I'm submissive. umm yeah, I still am (hard to believe, eh?). I am in contact with some people who are active in that lifestyle now. and it is interesting. some things seem extremely weird for me, because i actually have a romantic view of D/s relationships, but well...not bad. i'm surer about myself than ever. really.  although some things are extremely disturbing...like, there is some dude online, his nickname is TGlover, who actually has MtF transsexuals as slaves and umm...i saw some pictures of them...sorry, but they were disgusting. You know, people who had a dick and breast, size 34DD (to take the american measurement here). i mean...ugh...that's been...umm...porn. i mean, well, me being of a very young age (umm...yeah...sure), i probably wouldn't have been allowd to enter those websites for people from 21 on, but well...gee...as if those things are cared about by anyone.
then...nifty. i mean, i usually only read the gay section and mostly authoritarian anyway. (try, "Ambush"...it is such a good story...highly psychological and definitely not about fucking. great story). but i risked a glance into transgender/transsexual. DON'T go there. what you find there is absolutely horrible. Gee, it makes you want to throw up. I mean, well, maybe you should check it out, but it's absolutely disgusting. I mean, it's only about sex, it's only about men being forced to wear women's clothing, it's only about boys forced to wear girl's clothing, about women getting off on having sex when their partner wears high heels, only about sex in general...and it is simply disgusting. there is not one single story that is about a trans* teen realizing their gender and coming out and falling in love. it's all about humiliation and sex and that just totally pisses me off. Fucked up.
umm yeah...i'll actually get back to story writing now. Betrayed Love chapter 13...after having written nothing since September. gee...bad.
umm...oh yeah, i'm doing fine. really, i'm good.
love,
brian
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trevor
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Really getting into it |
Registered: November 2002
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sorry you couldn't find more relevant stories. best i can do i 'spose is to type lowercase and offer a * h u g *. i may have said so before, but please don't try too hard to label or pidgeonhole your sexuality - it may change over time - so keep your options for love open!
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brian
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Registered: January 1970
Messages: 60
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hey...i *am* open for anything. lately i've been having erotic dreams about a 12 year old...now, isn't that funny? *g* hmmm...maybe i'll turn into a boylover after having been on the boards for more than a year. Actually, by definition of oen of teh people on those boards, I already am a boylover becaus eI feel I belong to teh community. So, say you are a straight guy and feel fine around gays and feel you belong to the gay community, you are gay and it doesn't matter whether you like boys or not. so not who you love, defines what you are, but which community you belong to. interesting question, I really haven't had the time to ponder. but interesting. anyway, yeah, i have erotic dreams about a 12 year old...actually, somebody i know from those boards, nice boy...but umm...it's not like i really am attracted to him. oh well.
and umm..i've made the experience with a girl...not bad, but not my cup of tea.
i see this board is really not up to it right now. i hope everyone here is back on a friendly level soon. I won't get into that discussion, haven't been involved at all, after all.
love,
brian
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It is such a joy to read your posts. You have a very unique way of writing that seems to bring great pleasure. You are probably one of those people capable of insulting others to their face and they thank you for it. Anyway, great to see you back.
Hugs, Charlie
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