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icon9.gif ...  [message #37575] Tue, 24 October 2006 13:38 Go to next message
ZeroGrav is currently offline  ZeroGrav

Really getting into it
Location: dallas, Texas
Registered: August 2006
Messages: 785




I won't suffer, be broken
Get tired, or wasted
Surrender to nothing
I'll give up what I
Started
And stopped it
From end to beginning
A new day is coming
...

I would’ve kept you forever
But we had to sever
It ended for both of us
Faster than a...
kill off this thinking
It’s starting to sink in
I’m losing control now
...

Your promises
They look like lies
Your honesty’s
Like a back that hides a knife
...

Run away, Run away
I’ll attack
Run away, Run away
Go chase yourself
Run away, Run away
Now I’ll attack
I’ll attack, I’ll attack
I will attack



So say what you want
(You know I'm wasting all my time)
You've gotta mean it when you say what you want
(You're only safe when you're alone)
And everybody's on your mind
Saying anything to get you by
icon9.gif Why is it so hard to do some thing that has to be done...  [message #37595 is a reply to message #37575] Tue, 24 October 2006 16:54 Go to previous messageGo to next message
ZeroGrav is currently offline  ZeroGrav

Really getting into it
Location: dallas, Texas
Registered: August 2006
Messages: 785




... I am trying to write an e-mail that needs to be sent, but I don't know if I can send it or want to send it. Its probly going to hurt some one, it has all ready hurt me just by thinking of what to say. I am at tears just thinking about it. And have been sitting for over 50 min trying to hit the send buttion. Dam this is so hard cuz I know once I hit send theres no way to take it back. I am lost I have no direction on what I sould do and yet I am the only one who chose what I do in this matter.

:'-(

[Updated on: Tue, 24 October 2006 16:55]




So say what you want
(You know I'm wasting all my time)
You've gotta mean it when you say what you want
(You're only safe when you're alone)
And everybody's on your mind
Saying anything to get you by
Re: Why is it so hard to do some thing that has to be done..  [message #37600 is a reply to message #37595] Tue, 24 October 2006 17:39 Go to previous messageGo to next message
NW is currently offline  NW

On fire!
Location: Worcester, England
Registered: January 2005
Messages: 1561



I find it often helps to write something, then to leave it overnight (or at least, go away and do something and think about totally different) and re-visit it the following morning. That way, I know I'm not just doing something because of a peculiarity of mood.



"The ultimate weakness of violence is that it is a descending spiral, begetting the very thing it seeks to destroy. ... Returning violence for violence multiplies violence, adding deeper darkness to a night devoid of stars." Martin Luther King
Re: Why is it so hard to do some thing that has to be done..  [message #37604 is a reply to message #37600] Tue, 24 October 2006 17:56 Go to previous messageGo to next message
Jedediah is currently offline  Jedediah

Likes it here
Location: Made in NZ
Registered: March 2006
Messages: 170



That's good advice Jay - listen to the Man.

cheers



E Te Atua tukuna mai ki au te Mauri tauki te tango i nga mea
icon9.gif Re: Why is it so hard to do some thing that has to be done..  [message #37605 is a reply to message #37604] Tue, 24 October 2006 18:01 Go to previous messageGo to next message
ZeroGrav is currently offline  ZeroGrav

Really getting into it
Location: dallas, Texas
Registered: August 2006
Messages: 785




It has to be said and not cuz of a mood, it's putting me in to a mood. but I will send it tonight after i read it, when i get back from work

[Updated on: Wed, 25 October 2006 04:19]




So say what you want
(You know I'm wasting all my time)
You've gotta mean it when you say what you want
(You're only safe when you're alone)
And everybody's on your mind
Saying anything to get you by
icon9.gif Re: Why is it so hard to do some thing that has to be done..  [message #37631 is a reply to message #37605] Wed, 25 October 2006 04:20 Go to previous messageGo to next message
ZeroGrav is currently offline  ZeroGrav

Really getting into it
Location: dallas, Texas
Registered: August 2006
Messages: 785




Still cant bring my self to click send

[Updated on: Wed, 25 October 2006 04:20]




So say what you want
(You know I'm wasting all my time)
You've gotta mean it when you say what you want
(You're only safe when you're alone)
And everybody's on your mind
Saying anything to get you by
Re: Why is it so hard to do some thing that has to be done..  [message #37632 is a reply to message #37631] Wed, 25 October 2006 04:51 Go to previous messageGo to next message
Aussie is currently offline  Aussie

Really getting into it

Registered: August 2006
Messages: 475



It seems very deep and meaningful and must be troubling you.
Is there anything we can help you with.
Aussie
Re: ...  [message #37639 is a reply to message #37575] Wed, 25 October 2006 11:29 Go to previous messageGo to next message
ZeroGrav is currently offline  ZeroGrav

Really getting into it
Location: dallas, Texas
Registered: August 2006
Messages: 785




There done



So say what you want
(You know I'm wasting all my time)
You've gotta mean it when you say what you want
(You're only safe when you're alone)
And everybody's on your mind
Saying anything to get you by
icon9.gif Re: ...  [message #37647 is a reply to message #37639] Wed, 25 October 2006 13:57 Go to previous message
ZeroGrav is currently offline  ZeroGrav

Really getting into it
Location: dallas, Texas
Registered: August 2006
Messages: 785




It only took all night. but I feel like crap now. Like an ass hole, how just did something horrible. But it had to be done...


Now waking to the sun
I calculate what I had done
Like jumping from the bow (yeah)
Just to prove I knew how (yeah)
It's midnight's late reminder of
...
My will to quickly end it all
So thought no end my need to fall

I want to swim away but don't know how
Sometimes it feels just like I'm falling in the ocean
Let the waves up take me down
Let the hurricane set in motion (yeah)
Let the rain of what I feel right now...come down
Let the rain come down
Let the rain come down

Into the ocean (goodbye) end it all (goodbye)
(In to space)
Into the ocean (goodbye) end it all (goodbye)
Into the ocean (goodbye) end it all (goodbye)
Into the ocean (goodbye) end it all (goodbye)
Into the ocean (goodbye) end it all (goodbye)
Into the ocean (goodbye) end it all (goodbye)
(I thought of just your face)
Into the ocean (goodbye) end it all (goodbye)
Into the ocean (goodbye) end it all (goodbye)
Into the ocean (goodbye) end it all (goodbye)
Into the ocean (goodbye) end it all (goodbye)



So say what you want
(You know I'm wasting all my time)
You've gotta mean it when you say what you want
(You're only safe when you're alone)
And everybody's on your mind
Saying anything to get you by
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