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The rain beats down but numbs no pain,
And on my soul a growing stain.
Relinquish my life to time and its will,
Just popping them in pill after pill.
The night grows late the rain on my face,
It still feels so bad I wish these pills would erase.
Again and again one at a time I feel no shame,
The worst is that I am the only one to blame.
I want it to stop,
To my knees I drop.
Tears start to roll like the rain on the window,
With passing time I retreat to my shadow.
The voices have stopped and the silence is blind,
I close my eyes and hide in my mind.
The pain still so sharp why wont it stop,
Why wont it stop...
The void gets bigger sucking me in,
I do not struggle I am letting it win.
Alone in the dark I sit and I cry,
I want to let go I try and I try.
They said that they needed me,
But how can that be?
They know not me,
There will be no we.
I
"And so the lion fell in love with the Lamb"
"What a stupid Lamb"
"What a sick, masochistic lion"
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