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Crying and screaming, wrapped in chains,
I try to break free from this simple game..
The one where you break me, shake me and doubt,
if I was, or ever would be, a lover, or jsut the boy who'd never shout..
Nights become memories.. Deep within this clenched rose in my hand..
My only key to the outside world..
Trapped, where all is lost, nothing is everything..
I grow silent..
Try to cry, try to make it to the other side,
I run...
Closing my eyes, I see through a blind man's eyes..
Nothing is anything, sound is touch, footsteps are heard,
my heart yarns for you...
Climbing the impossible ladders, trying to get out,
I flinch as your blade touches the soft frailties of my skin..
You dont stop..
Blood drips down my neck..
Enjoyment? or just sadness..
I try to figure you out..
Yet darkness is too dark, I see nothing...
Was I your prey from the beginning?
Did you 'dream' of this moment...
This, perfect chance...
Get me alone...
A few drugs, some alcohol,
and I'm 'yours'...
Take my unconscious self,
and do with me what you will, until you're satisfied..
My heart aches...
Not feeling, but bleeding on the inside,
from the dagger you point at me...
It tickels my skin, I am numb...
You killed me tonight...
~Josh~
21.
Love who you want to.
~Josh~
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