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You know... where, you have one of those days...
One of those days where you just wanna like
fade away...
'Just fade... away....'
Slip into the void of darkness, while it surrounds and takes your body away from the earth, into a place of ... stillness...
Everything's.. frozen..
Looking around, you think it's great,
smiling, cause you're alone, yet just...
sad...
Missing someone.. friends, family,
waiting for anyone to come with you, and find you..
but no one does...
And you are alone...
Funny thing is, it's all you ever wanted...
All the 'pieces' of the puzzle form.. fit...
Shedding teardrops of hearts of those who've loved and those who've lost...
You're empty...
~Josh~
21.
Love who you want to.
~Josh~
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Last thoughts
Ever walked over a bridge,
And thought how it would feel
to just jump off,
leaving the worries of the world behind?
Ever opened up the medicine cabinet,
And stared at all those pills,
Thinking of taking an extra pill or two,
To stop the feelings of pain?
A cut on the wrist here,
jumping in front of a car there,
All so tempting,
Just to let go the feeling of emptiness
*Scribbles on the screen* There You go....
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Looked at the pills,
thought, 'this just kills...'
kill me slowly?
or fast?
raping me,
or caressing me?
Laughing at these 'thoughts'
Questioning everyday morals..
Right, wrong, its an opinion..
To which only you know the answer...
~Josh~
21.
Love who you want to.
~Josh~
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I danced the one tune so clear in my ears
Entrapped in the sea of my own tears of sorrow
Grown hollow
Sitting in my lonely room this house of flesh decayed with age
It falls away
My eyes grow clear
A swift running river
Muddy
Filled with tangled wreckage
I am not alone
Tears of sorrow fall from every corner
How is it in this torrent of tears flowing
The currents of love grows stronger
I hear the cries of the many
I want to hold you
Comfort you
What tapestry will we weave,colors add
This warp
A true direction out of the wreckage
Wrapped in a blanket of compassion and love
People will tell you where they've gone
They'll tell you where to go
But till you get there yourself you never really know
Where some have found their paradise
Other's just come to harm
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Yet love is what you make of it..
Beatings and bondage are my daily intake,
Was it a mistake, doing this to 'survive'
Smiling a broken smile,
awaiting the time where your fist hits my face,
Blood drips, you smile, and forcefully place your tongue down my neck...
Not love...
Certainly not...
Thoughts..
yes, thoughts..
For as one boy dies, another boy cries,
Echoes of angels whispering into the night,
Lighting the skies with their tears
Angels sweet touch along the waters,
brings life to another one,
A new soul has begun to sprout and awaken...
Time has taken, whats no longer replacin...
Shake me, rip me..
Cut me..
Drown me and run me down...
~Josh~
21.
Love who you want to.
~Josh~
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