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Destiny Part 3: First Kiss
Joe and his, rather unexpected new friend, arrived at Joe's apartment. Joe had insisited on getting the
door for Matthew, and so he did, letting Matthew go first through the door.
In other such cases, you do not let another boy you just met, inside your apartment, despite the fact that you
have an aparent crush on him. It's just 'not right,' as some people said. Joe was too busy fixating himself on
his new friend. He found himself quite, and I mean quite attracted to the boy. Matthew wasn't completely
oblivious to his feelings..
What am I saying? It goes against human nature to have feelings for 'one of your kind..' People just don't
do that...
Then again, how could anyone resist, such an adorable face, silky smooth hair, and a smile like that.. This
is going too far... I should just ----
'Joe?'
Huh.. Oh no! What if he sees me... I mean, what if he does? He's gonna want to know what I'm thinking..
I've seen this in many movies, of which my brother was rather obsessed. He'd buy all kinds of love-story
type movies and watch them every night in his room. He didn't know I spied on him at times. Silly geek, I
thought.
'Yeah?' I said, blushing.. It became apparent that I blushed around Matthew quite often.. Heck, just hearing
his name was enough to make me blush a deep red, rose-ish colour.
'Where can I put the ice-cream?' Matthew asked me. The counter-tops in our kitchen were packed with
mainly bread and tea. Reason being, is that my brother Jim had some sort of ritual he did when he came
home from work everyday. Personally, I find it rather.. what's the word.. intruiging, yet humbling at the same
time. My brother had some strange hobbies...
'Here..' I said, taking the ice-cream from him. Our hands met, again. Why? Why does this keep
happening? I looked strictly at the ice-cream bowl this time. I didn't want to look at him again. If I did, I'd
probably be kissing him or something.. Maybe it's wrong or something.. But, even tho I've only known him
since this morning, something about him's just so.. attractive..
'I'll put it in the mini-freezer i have in my room.' I said with a smile.
Matthew looked at me with surprise. 'You have a mini-freezer in your room?'
I nodded. Now his eyes were lighting up like mine did earlier. 'That is awesome! Can I see it?
Silently I laughed at his cuteness. 'Sure. Just dont freeze yourself. Otherwise I'd have to warm you up.' I
joked at him. Why was I saying these things? I didn't make sense to me. Sure, I was attracted to the boy,
but my mouth was getting ahead of my mind I suppose. Either that or I was crazy.
We both arrived in my room. I showed him my mini-freezer. He didn't really understand why I had one in
there. 'Sometimes, I get too warm at night.' I told him. He nodded, still not quite understanding.
Nonetheless, he was pleasantly surprised and rather fascinated by the freezer, and by me. I could tell this,
because he would not stop staring at me, once I put the ice-cream in the freezer.
I pretended not to notice, but that didn't work too well. I found myself staring at him again. Voices in my
head were talking in a thousand different directions. What to do?.. I just sat on my bed, twiddling my
thumbs, trying to look distracted.. Didn't work..
Matthew came over, and slowly put him arm around me. And it wasn't casual either.. There was something
telling me to just confess... Confess what tho? That in the past few hours, I'd fallen for him.. a guy!? No.. I
couldn't do that.. I started twiddling my thumbs faster, getting nervous.. And before I knew it.. ---
Matthew's lips connected with my own. I was feeling two things at once. The first was the obvious shock of
having kissed another boy.. The second feeling, and I don't even know why, but it was so peaceful. It was
like in the movies, where the guy and girl fall in love, get married adn live happily ever after. Of course, I
was not going to marry him.. I'm only 14. Still under-age as my brother told me.
Conveniently enough, my brother Jim just opened the door as we parted lips. He saw us, yes, and wasn't
mad or anything, just confused, as most parents would be, even tho he's my brother. He didn't say
anything. He just went into his room and turned on his music and closed the door.
I on the other hand, was completely speechless. I wanted him to kiss me again, but it's not like I was going
to say 'kiss me, i'm yours.' No. I'd just take this.. whatever 'this' was, one step, one heartbeat at a time.
Was I in love? I'm not too sure. That kiss left me feeling mixed emotions. I was happy, and scared, both at
the same time. It was wonderful, and yet frightening. I enjoyed feeling like this, even if it was only for a
moment...
~End~
21.
Love who you want to.
~Josh~
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You can write  YAY
Keep going, I'm headed for the kitchen right now for cake mix.
aqua
There is a sacredness in tears. They are not the mark of weakness, but of power. They speak more eloquently than ten thousand tongues. They are the messengers of overwhelming grief, of deep contrition, and of unspeakable love. Washington Irving
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I'm impressed Josh. Your characters seemed very realistic and it was fun to follow. Keep writing.
Youth crisis hot-line 866-488-7386, 24 hr (U.S.A.)
There are people who want to help you cope with being you.
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Thanks Aqua^_^ *glomps you^_^*
I'm glad you and Paul like my story so far^^ I'll be sure to write another chapter soon^_^
~Josh~
21.
Love who you want to.
~Josh~
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