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Who'se to say, what tomorrow will bring..
Where do we go when we die?
No one really knows.
Do you dream of dying?
Maybe, death isn't so bad..
Like, looking at yourself in the mirror
as you wake up and everything gets clearer,
Hands on the phone, Making a call,
to someone, somewhere, after all,
It's just the person on the other end,
Not like some punk who'se gonna bring it all to an end...
What if life's like a big game,
where every time you turn a corner, nothing's ever the same.
Life shines brighter the closer to death,
but in the palm of your hand is your heart, stained with some blood on the desk.
Check your watch, make sure the time, is before nine,
Or your kid's gonna cry.
Tuck him in, make sure he's safe,
Just in case daddy ain't coming home again...
If I'm to die, I'm going out with a bang,
gonna take you straight to hell, cause thats where its never the same,
Look at me boy, I'm talking to you,
Then he raises his fist, and it bleeds, the hand that hit you.
Nothin's going down, its all in a rush,
a haze of flowers, kept out of the mud.
Now hear me boy, i'll say it again,
Get your hands out of your pockets and start listenin'
It's all just a dream, now wake up, mommy's waitin'
She'll take care of you boy...
Cause you're sleepin'...
~Josh~
21.
Love who you want to.
~Josh~
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How sweet Josh. When I was 14 my step-father put his son thru college. All he ever did was put me thru the wall, many times. I prayed for death, his or mine, to me, it didn't matter which came first. Luckily, it was him. Otherwise.................... Yeah, I would have.
Luckily, things worked out. And now I'm here and meeting wonderful people like you, and the rest of the board as well.
I'm sorry if Im sound down tonight, I had an eye exam and they put drops in my eyes to dialate my pupils. My eyes looked like fish eyes. the pupil was so big and black that you couldn't see the greys of my irises at all. And that made me very light sensitive. This was at 11 am and I live in Florida, the sunshine state. I had a splitting headache all day.
*hint, hint, wink , wink* needs cookie
It's raining now, I hope it thunders alot tonight. I love thunder.
Thanks for being around Josh. 
Yours ~AQUA~
There is a sacredness in tears. They are not the mark of weakness, but of power. They speak more eloquently than ten thousand tongues. They are the messengers of overwhelming grief, of deep contrition, and of unspeakable love. Washington Irving
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timmy
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Location: UK, in Devon
Registered: February 2003
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I know that eye exam. Totally disorienting and oddly depressing. And so BRIGHT!
I'm glad you survived your step father.
Author of Queer Me! Halfway Between Flying and Crying - the true story of life for a gay boy in the Swinging Sixties in a British all male Public School
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Hey Aqua. Hey Timmy^_^
I hope the eye exam didn't hurt too too much. *huggles*^_^
Thanks for replying^_^ I love comments^_^ Make me feel allll warm inside^_^ hehe.
there you go again. hehe.
i know^__^ im just a big ball of fluff^__^ o.o
that you are.^^
hehe.
~Josh~
21.
Love who you want to.
~Josh~
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