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back on the internet yay!  [message #44125] Wed, 01 August 2007 19:11 Go to next message
Senne is currently offline  Senne

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Dearest all,
just a mild update
been crying alot tonight
considering a dance on a knifeblade
i keep asking myself why i deal with my life
why i put up with the abuse
and honestly i have no idea im just stronger then the pain i guess.

but as for tony and i we've been copping a few feels of eachother
life is good
as for right now i am cold, and i guess i wont be here much longer

life throws curveballs sometimes

as always.
Jordan
Re: back on the internet yay!  [message #44126 is a reply to message #44125] Wed, 01 August 2007 20:02 Go to previous messageGo to next message
Josh is currently offline  Josh

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I hope things get better for you Jordan.

Hugs.^^

~Josh~



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Love who you want to.

~Josh~
icon4.gif Don't endulge in such selfish thoughts  [message #44137 is a reply to message #44125] Thu, 02 August 2007 01:49 Go to previous messageGo to next message
saben is currently offline  saben

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Tony deserves more than that. I know what it's like, I've been close to the edge. But there's always been someone. And if there's even one single person that you'd upset by dying it is not worth it. And on top of Tony there's me, and the rest of this forum. So don't be a nut.

You're strong enough to make it through this. When you do, you can move out with your bf, have your own place, have a whole bunch of gay friends and sip lattes while watching the sunset from your balcony.



Look at this tree. I cannot make it blossom when it suits me nor make it bear fruit before its time [...] No matter what you do, that seed will grow to be a peach tree. You may wish for an apple or an orange, but you will get a peach.
Master Oogway
Re: back on the internet yay!  [message #44140 is a reply to message #44125] Thu, 02 August 2007 04:40 Go to previous messageGo to next message
ZeroGrav is currently offline  ZeroGrav

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there right. i have not been on the board in some time but, i agree do do anything you cant take back. I guess you can say that y i am still here. my family is one big bunch of homophobes i have ever meet and they r always putting down gays. oh btw my mother now knows i am gay. and she will start the gay bashing event with the family. but the only thing that keeps me going is that one day i will meet the one 4 me.

Jason

P.S sorry if it does not make sence i am a little drunk and its been shitty couple of days as i am on vacation with the whole family, i mean the whole family, brother, sister, brothers kids, aunts, uncles, grandparents and so on.

and they r all homophobic to diff levels

[Updated on: Thu, 02 August 2007 04:43]




So say what you want
(You know I'm wasting all my time)
You've gotta mean it when you say what you want
(You're only safe when you're alone)
And everybody's on your mind
Saying anything to get you by
Re: back on the internet yay!  [message #44141 is a reply to message #44140] Thu, 02 August 2007 05:40 Go to previous messageGo to next message
ProfZodiac is currently offline  ProfZodiac

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OK, since you're not on AIM, and I'll forget to say it otherwise, listen to me right now, Jason.

Stop drinking.

I've been drinking casually for a couple of years now, since I got to college. (Legally, for only a month, but who cares?) I set a couple of rules for myself when drinking that I think you should hear.

Number one - Never drink to forget. The expression "drowning your sorrows" is one hell of a way to get in trouble.

Number two - When you start to feel it, stop. You'll still feel it for a while, but stopping then ensures you won't do anything stupid by getting completely shitfaced.

Number three - Never drink more than one alone. If you're having a beer when you get back from work and you're checking your email, fine. But drinking more than that by yourself is dangerous, and can create a habit that leads to alcoholism. I know; I've checked.

You're a good kid and you don't need to do anything potentially destructive. Just keep the thought in your mind that you are better than whatever they throw at you.
Re: back on the internet yay!  [message #44145 is a reply to message #44125] Thu, 02 August 2007 10:18 Go to previous messageGo to next message
Senne is currently offline  Senne

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well tony just basically broke up with me



ouch
my world is falling apart i have one option left
{according to my editor Marc my end to the previous statement was a bit too dark... and so i have stricken it per his orders}

[Updated on: Thu, 02 August 2007 11:22]

Re: back on the internet yay!  [message #44147 is a reply to message #44145] Thu, 02 August 2007 12:57 Go to previous messageGo to next message
Josh is currently offline  Josh

On fire!

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I'm sorry Jordan. I hope you find someone who will love you for you.

Hugs.

~Josh~



21.

Love who you want to.

~Josh~
Re: back on the internet yay!  [message #44152 is a reply to message #44145] Fri, 03 August 2007 03:38 Go to previous messageGo to next message
saben is currently offline  saben

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*hugs*

These times are the hardest. Life is a journey, though. You need the courage to see where the path takes you. Giving up because it's hard now stops you from even knowing what will come later.



Look at this tree. I cannot make it blossom when it suits me nor make it bear fruit before its time [...] No matter what you do, that seed will grow to be a peach tree. You may wish for an apple or an orange, but you will get a peach.
Master Oogway
Re: back on the internet yay!, I jerked your chains  [message #44154 is a reply to message #44125] Fri, 03 August 2007 10:47 Go to previous message
Senne is currently offline  Senne

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Tony and I are back together
we spent a few hours just talking

and im in love with him.... i always have been always will be
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