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Why?  [message #44483] Mon, 20 August 2007 23:49 Go to next message
Senne is currently offline  Senne

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Why should i keep fighting
whats the point
everyone i need in my life has walked out
my friends are gone,
Tony understands but can only do so much
Marc...
where have u gone?

Shrouds of Darkness fill my soul
I am lost in the dark
Someone find me

[Updated on: Mon, 20 August 2007 23:49]
Re: Why?  [message #44484 is a reply to message #44483] Mon, 20 August 2007 23:53 Go to previous messageGo to next message
Senne is currently offline  Senne

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and as a postscript

Tears of Darkness
Fall from my soul
All hope is lost
My world is filled
With hopeless woe
And my eyes shall
Forever cry
Tears of Darkness
© Jordan Alexander Sakal 2007
Re: Why?  [message #44485 is a reply to message #44483] Tue, 21 August 2007 08:36 Go to previous messageGo to next message
timmy

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If "friends" go then, hard as it is to learn, they were acquaintances, not friends.

Real friends will be back in your life, but they will be different people. Work at making and keeping them.


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Jordan....  [message #44486 is a reply to message #44483] Tue, 21 August 2007 08:57 Go to previous messageGo to next message
marc is currently offline  marc

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I've gone nowhere.... Yesterday was the first day of classes and as such was very hectic.... We talked about this....

My being in school does not mean I am leaving your side.... We talked about that as well....

Mondays I am in class most of the day.... It can't be helped, it's how the schedual worked out....

Just understand jordan, no matter what I am doing I am thinking about you....

Jordan.... You keep fighting because it's what we do.... It's what we are.... and remember, hold onto this thought.... In the end we will win....


Life is great for me... Most of the time... But then I meet people online... Very few are real friends... Many say they are but know nothing of what it means... Some say they are, but are so shallow...
Re: Why?  [message #44487 is a reply to message #44485] Tue, 21 August 2007 09:11 Go to previous messageGo to next message
marc is currently offline  marc

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Err....... What? ! ! !


Life is great for me... Most of the time... But then I meet people online... Very few are real friends... Many say they are but know nothing of what it means... Some say they are, but are so shallow...
Re: Why?  [message #44488 is a reply to message #44485] Tue, 21 August 2007 11:00 Go to previous messageGo to next message
saben is currently offline  saben

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My friends have stayed in my life. Not regularly, but I have never lost a friend out of my life. They bounce in and out, it may be months between when I speak to them. But my friends are "always" there.

I think Timmy's point, Jordan, is that your friends will be back. Maybe not as soon as you want, but your real friends will always be there. Believe in them, and believe in yourself. Stay strong, keep your head high.


Look at this tree. I cannot make it blossom when it suits me nor make it bear fruit before its time [...] No matter what you do, that seed will grow to be a peach tree. You may wish for an apple or an orange, but you will get a peach.
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Re: Jordan....  [message #44489 is a reply to message #44486] Tue, 21 August 2007 16:52 Go to previous message
CallMePaul is currently offline  CallMePaul

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There are days when we are so surrounded by people that we can hardly breath. Then there are those days when we seem to be alone and adrift. On those days it's important to remind ourselves that our friends are still our friends but just absorbed in their own lives. We will again get to share their companionship. During those alone times, we need to find things to do to occupy our minds and lift our spirits, knowing that they won't last forever.


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