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Hello.
You again?!
Yep.
What are you doing here?!
Nothing...
-punches him across the face- Thats not an answer, BOY!
... Just thinking..
About what...
I look away out the window.
I said -punch- about WHAT?!
Life... and this boring existence of mine...
Good boy.. Life is pointless...
I know.. -sigh-
No one cares about you... or wants to be your friend.. They're all just faces..
Faces of people who love you...
-punch- NO ONE LOVES YOU...
-I place my palm on my cheek, shedding a tear.- You're right..
It's the ugly truth of the world, dear... No one can change it...
-sigh- I know.. I only need you..
It smiles an evil smile, like always. Good boy.
-I smile back.-
~End~
Hi everyone.
That's the conversation I'm having with myself right now... Not very pleasant, I know..
Anyway... How's everyone's day going?
~Josh~
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Love who you want to.
~Josh~
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Benji
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I'm not sure how to reply to this, sounds sorta S/M to me, and the point being?
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What does S/M mean?
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Love who you want to.
~Josh~
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Benji
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Ahemmm!..........you know Slave/Master!!
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lol. I didn't know that..
There's no point to this.. I just have conversations to myself.. Dark ones.. I know I shouldnt post them on the board, but I do, cause I miss people..
~Josh~
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Love who you want to.
~Josh~
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Hi Josh, I'm sorry my voices are all asleep now. You know how they love to play with yours;-) I know you've been feeling down lately, but I'm usually around here someplace. Even if I'm not, know that I love you very much little brother. I have walked in your shoes and have felt the same pain. I'm yours if you ever need me, just write.
Love and hugs always,
Your `Aqua-chan~
There is a sacredness in tears. They are not the mark of weakness, but of power. They speak more eloquently than ten thousand tongues. They are the messengers of overwhelming grief, of deep contrition, and of unspeakable love. Washington Irving
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Thanks Aqua. I appreciate it.
My voices keep beating me inside my head. So I close my eyes to make it go away. 'Submit and Obey'.. What an interesting title.. Provocative.
Thanks for commenting.
~Josh~
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Love who you want to.
~Josh~
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Any time lil' bro.
Submit and Obey , YEAH !! and I wanna read it when you're finished with it.
Love ~aqua-chan~
There is a sacredness in tears. They are not the mark of weakness, but of power. They speak more eloquently than ten thousand tongues. They are the messengers of overwhelming grief, of deep contrition, and of unspeakable love. Washington Irving
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Heh.
I'll let you read it when its done.
It's not a nice thing, being forced to submit yourself to someone, and obey their every wish and command. It's horrifying...
~Josh~
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Love who you want to.
~Josh~
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Been there, done that, and was whipped with the t-shirt, always where the marks would not be seen. Got so tired of making up excuses that I just stopped trying, then others just stopped caring. Worked out well... I suppose.
Love always,
Your ~AquA-chan~
There is a sacredness in tears. They are not the mark of weakness, but of power. They speak more eloquently than ten thousand tongues. They are the messengers of overwhelming grief, of deep contrition, and of unspeakable love. Washington Irving
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I'll always be here for you Aqua-chan. Whenever you need me.
~Josh~
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Love who you want to.
~Josh~
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You always are Josh  One of the many reasons I care about you so much.
Love and hugs,
~aqua-chan~
There is a sacredness in tears. They are not the mark of weakness, but of power. They speak more eloquently than ten thousand tongues. They are the messengers of overwhelming grief, of deep contrition, and of unspeakable love. Washington Irving
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smiles. thank you.
~Josh~
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Love who you want to.
~Josh~
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