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marc
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Registered: March 2003
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I've been a bit of a prick lately.....
JFR, Cossie, Whoever else, I'm sorry.....
I went off my medications and kind of did it all at once. It messes with my head when I do that. Hell, it messes with my head when I take them too..... but in a different way..... Kind of like looking at the world through wax paper..... moving through it with lead shoes.....
On top of that I separated my knee 2 weeks ago and I popped it back in myself in order to be able to stand up again..... It has been hurting alot..... Whatever..... Pain makes me grumpy..... when i fell down the stairs last week it hurt even more.....
Im going back on the pills..... I hate the pills..... You have no idea how much i hate taking them..... But i will.....
I know thins is prolly not good enough but for right now, it's the best I can do.....
Life is great for me... Most of the time... But then I meet people online... Very few are real friends... Many say they are but know nothing of what it means... Some say they are, but are so shallow...
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cossie
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On fire! |
Location: Exiled in North East Engl...
Registered: July 2003
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Just stay on the medication, like the rest of us criminally insane posters!
The world doesn't need to know anything else we may say to each other - I'll e-mail you within the next couple of days.
Never think no-one cares about you.
Cossie.
For a' that an' a' that,
It's comin' yet for a' that,
That man tae man, the worrld o'er
Shall brithers be, for a' that.
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timmy
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Has no life at all |
Location: UK, in Devon
Registered: February 2003
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You know, that was enormously brave. Well, Marc, YOU know. That is for others who don't know you to read and see and start to understand.
I know how much you hate the tablets, and I know you do not want to act like you do without them sometimes.
Let people closer to you. That way, when things go wrong for you there will be more people who understand, more who can tell you how they feel about you and how they can see that way you sometimes act is not the same as the sweet man you are.
Some people you let close will let you down. That's ok. People do that all the time. But others you will be stuck with as friends for life. Seems like a reasonable risk to take to me.
Author of Queer Me! Halfway Between Flying and Crying - the true story of life for a gay boy in the Swinging Sixties in a British all male Public School
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Benji
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Location: USA
Registered: August 2007
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I hate pills myself, I too owe you an apology
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You are my teddy bear, Marc. Even if I have to snuggles you long distance.
Youth crisis hot-line 866-488-7386, 24 hr (U.S.A.)
There are people who want to help you cope with being you.
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Love who you want to.
~Josh~
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You know everytime you post this link all I ever get is page not found.
Sweet dreams till sunbeams find you......
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Benji
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Location: USA
Registered: August 2007
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Same here!!
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timmy
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Has no life at all |
Location: UK, in Devon
Registered: February 2003
Messages: 13797
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Josh has included some odd things in it. copy and paste it without the [/IMG] part and it should work
Author of Queer Me! Halfway Between Flying and Crying - the true story of life for a gay boy in the Swinging Sixties in a British all male Public School
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marc
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Needs to get a life! |
Registered: March 2003
Messages: 4729
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I do not understand the context of this image.
Whats with it?
Life is great for me... Most of the time... But then I meet people online... Very few are real friends... Many say they are but know nothing of what it means... Some say they are, but are so shallow...
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