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marc
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Registered: March 2003
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Yesterday I had my last lecture of the semister.....
Next week I have exams.... no problem there....
Then dead time... boredom,,, reflection... and i can already feel the depression and anxiety building...
I wish the next term would just start up right away....
Life is great for me... Most of the time... But then I meet people online... Very few are real friends... Many say they are but know nothing of what it means... Some say they are, but are so shallow...
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Dear Marc,
I'm amazed. You are interested and occupied by your lectures and can't find interesting things to do when they stop? What are you studying if it stops dead at an exam?
There are so many things to be interested in that life isn't long enough. There are too many skills to learn that no-one can acquire them all. What most of us need is the time to indulge ourselves by doing something new that we've been waiting for a chance to get at.
So, please tell me what interests you? Is it only learning things? Why does learning interest you? Or do you do it because people expect it of you and when you've taken the exam there is nothing left to do?
Any library could lead to hundreds of interests. The internet to millions. And for me, the most interesting things of all are people.
Love
Anthony
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marc
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Needs to get a life! |
Registered: March 2003
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acam wrote:
> Dear Marc,
> I'm amazed. You are interested and occupied by your lectures and can't find interesting things to do when they stop? What are you studying if it stops dead at an exam?
For the most part, the bulk of any real world interaction happens at school... I have my place there... Squatters right so to speak... I sit there between classes and not only study (which for me takes an incredibly small amount of time) but I work on my writing... I rarely go out socializing beyond this....
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> There are so many things to be interested in that life isn't long enough. There are too many skills to learn that no-one can acquire them all. What most of us need is the time to indulge ourselves by doing something new that we've been waiting for a chance to get at.
I have vast interests.... I travel when I have reason to do it.... I like to cook, although not for just myself and i do not have what you'd call friends that would ever visit... or call for that matter... And I write....
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> So, please tell me what interests you? Is it only learning things? Why does learning interest you? Or do you do it because people expect it of you and when you've taken the exam there is nothing left to do?
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I love school.... I always have.... Thats why I've spent most of my life buried in one or another.... School is one of the very few places I can truely feel safe....
> Any library could lead to hundreds of interests. The internet to millions. And for me, the most interesting things of all are people.
I do spend alot of time in the library, mostly doing research.... The internet tends to get old fast.... I don't particularly like surfing aimlessly and I go on the net only when I have reason to....
After wednesday, exams will be over.... I am going to go through things here and try to thin the herd a bit.... Since I hurt my knee I am seriously considering moving to a one floor appartment.... this place has 3 and the stairs are murder on my knee....
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> Love
> Anthony
Life is great for me... Most of the time... But then I meet people online... Very few are real friends... Many say they are but know nothing of what it means... Some say they are, but are so shallow...
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