marc
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Needs to get a life! |
Registered: March 2003
Messages: 4729
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But I have one now......
The other day a friend, Rose... who used to take care of me... making sure bills were paid, that I ate regularly... that sort of thing....
Well, since I had returned to school I managed to talk her into going to university as well... we share a sociology class and the other night she reached into her book bag and pulled out a nice frame with a picture in it......
In the picture there stood my dad, my mom and in the middle.... ME!!!!
I never ever had a pic with all 3 of us together....
For some reason when i looked at it at home I started to cry... just a little...
I really miss my mom... Even with all the bad things in my life that she was responsible for... In time I had managed to forgive her and we had become best friends... I was prepared for the worst when I lost her, but I was in no way ready for it... I never had the chance to tell her I love her that one last time...
I guess though that if I had said that I love her one more time I would have lamented the next lost opportunity to say it...
Anyhoo... It is a really nice Picture... my mom is reaching up and burshing something off my shoulder.... or swatting a wack at me playfully... I;m not sure which...
But it was from the time when, as a family, we were happiest.... and looking at it gives me a warm fuzzy feeling inside.....
Thanks Rose....
Life is great for me... Most of the time... But then I meet people online... Very few are real friends... Many say they are but know nothing of what it means... Some say they are, but are so shallow...
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