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Is what, 3am, bored, doing nothing but surfing the net, thinking about life, remembering the good old days.
Somehow i learned to love this forum. too many memories to leave behind. I did a search of all my post and found some amazing things. Things so far back in my memory, reading them brought them back to life. i feel like part of my life is here, like a diary i can always come back to when i need to be reminded of how happy i used to be. Things are different now as i have grown a little biter and mad at the world. i'm young, still a lot to learn, yet sometimes, i wish to go back to a time when my only worry was school and friends. anyways, here are some things i found...
--diary-like entries of my regular days. used to make them often and loved doing so.
--the excitement of meeting my first boyfriend when i was 16.
--first time i got to fly a plane.
--advice i would give to memebers on the board. i was young and clearly didn't know what i was talking about. reading those entries now make feel like...gosh what was i thinking? i was so unexperience.
--first break up
--The one time i posted a pencil drawing of myself and people giving a great description of me.
--Reading how happy i used to be, my dreams, my desire to experiment the world and my sexuality.
--etc etc... just a lot of stuff i used to post back in the day. i also saw a lot of names i remember. wonder what happened to those people?
just wanted to say, its great to have this place. there is a peice of me here i know i can come back to look for, even though the faces change.
Thank you Timmy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
You don't love someone because they are beautiful, they are beautiful because you love them.
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