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Look at me with your lips.
Test me with your eyes.
Am I worthy of such a man as you?
Such innocence, I no longer possess.
For now, I am what they call, "free"
I search for myself in a world full of so many -others-
Only to realize that I myself, can only be myself.
Does such reasoning strike you as odd?
Are that, and they, too many imperfections for you to handle?
I am me. No more, no less then you.
Regardless of the perfumes you may wear, or the candles you may have,
With your eyes like crescent moons, can you see into my soul,
to reflect on such behavior as I have shown?
I am meek, slowly draining my life on the sole purpose of finding you.
Shall I withdraw into the shadows for another night,
Or will your light come and guide me out of the darkness?
The choice my "love" is yours to make.
Regardless, I shall go my own way...
~Josh~
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Love who you want to.
~Josh~
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WOW, Josh. There is some one I could be saying that to right now but I doubt he will believe me. This was a touching poem.
~aqua~
There is a sacredness in tears. They are not the mark of weakness, but of power. They speak more eloquently than ten thousand tongues. They are the messengers of overwhelming grief, of deep contrition, and of unspeakable love. Washington Irving
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Thanks Aqua. I'm glad you like the poem.
~Josh~
21.
Love who you want to.
~Josh~
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Dear Josh,
I'm worried by your poem because I don't understand.
Maybe you don't want me to understand. I'm old and very literal-minded and maybe I am not equipped to understand a lot of what goes on nowadays.
Maybe I'm intruding, but when someone puts a poem on the board, I expect the message should be understandable and I don't understand.
Except that I do understand that you seem to be in pain and to be doubting yourself.
I'd like to help because I think I can feel your pain.
Maybe what I have to offer is useless.
Love,
Anthony
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Dear Anthony.
Hey.
I can be very hard to understand at some points. I apologize for making you worry. What you think is just as valid as the next person, so don't beat yourself up, kay?^^ *hugs you*
Sure, I'm in pain, but I don't like to think about it. I prefer to be happy if anything else. I like making others happy before myself. If someone I know is hurting, I like to make it better for them in whatever way I can.
I'll be fine though^-^ *hugs you tight* Don't worry^^ *kisses your cheek*
Pain is only temporary^^
~Josh~
21.
Love who you want to.
~Josh~
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Dear Josh,
You wrote - If someone I know is hurting, I like to make it better for them in whatever way I can.
I do agree with that and that's why I wrote as I did.
Thank you for the hugs and kisses but I'm not in pain. It's just that I thought you might be.
Love,
Anthony
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Hey Anthony-kun.
Being an emotional person, I tend to cry about almost anything, though a lot of the time it has nothing to do with my 'real' issues. Sometimes I just cry for the sake of crying. If someone I know is hurting, as I've said before, then I'll feel sad and helpless at the time. Sad cause their hurting, and helpless because there's nothing I can do to help.
There are times where I think of myself as a toy for someone. It's a sexual thing. I don't like it, but there are times where I feel like that. Sometimes I want someone to abuse me so that I can be hurting, and in that way, I feel a little better. I'm not exactly into bondage, though I've thought about it in the past. There are times where I'd consent to it, and there are times where I wont. It just depends on my mood.
I'm complex in my thoughts, as I do think a lot, unfortunately.
I hope this helps.
*hugs*
~Josh~
21.
Love who you want to.
~Josh~
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