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You, the someone I will never know. I sit here, on my bed, my head against the bars of my bed, listening to Utada Hikaru. There are in total, 4 things on my walls; calendars, posters, and two notes I've been writing. Beside my bed, there is a beak with my air purifier on it as well as my clicker for my stereo, a SoRiku picture I printed off that's not mine, an empty can of Pepsi, a picture of two wolves and an empty bowl. The floor of my room consists of a garbage can that I hardly ever empty, random Weekly Jump magazines that I get from a friend, a poster of a Dragon my mom bought me, as well as various bags and the like. So now, stranger, I must ask you. I do not consider myself attractive, by any means. I hate looking at my naked body when I shower. So how could you, find the time to talk to someone like me? If we are to date, that's fine. I'll let you use me for your pleasure, then you can throw me out later and tell your friends that I wasn't even worth fucking. And you can live with a guilty conscious for the rest of your life, knowing that you lost someone very precious, with a kind heart. But you missed that, and now I am gone forever, not even a memory. I shall now stop writing and let myself cry myself to sleep. Goodnight, person I will never meet.
~Josh~
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Love who you want to.
~Josh~
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Dear Josh,
It **was** a poem you know - just not rhyming!
Love,
Anthony
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Maybe you won't meet that one, but there's always the chance you will meet someone else, provided, that is, that you get out of your room and wander about doing things you are interested in. Who knows, if you do that you might meet someone else doing the same?
And that's where friendship begins - with casual acquaintance.
How many casual acquaintances do you have, Josh? I guess I must have a hundred or two.
Love,
Anthony
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Hey Anthony
I have a few friends that are girls who I talk to on a regular basis. I'm friends with them, and I'm glad that I am. I think the right number would be around 5. Kind of a small number. *laughs* Everyday I take a walk along the highway for about 40 minutes. It's a thing I do, (and it gives me exercise). I always take my MP3 player with me and listen to the songs I like. While walking, I stare at the people in the cars going by. I don't know why, but I do. I guess it's my way of being 'friends' with them. Even though they don't know me, which is okay for me.
~Josh~
21.
Love who you want to.
~Josh~
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