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Diamond ~Josh~  [message #50774] Thu, 05 June 2008 12:37 Go to next message
Josh is currently offline  Josh

On fire!

Registered: April 2006
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I've written this poem. I acually have reservations about posting it. I have no idea why I wrote it. Read at your digression. And I know nothing of what I write about, it's just in my head.. I'm strange like that I guess.

Love,
~Josh~

~~~~~

Am I your sparkling (special) 'diamond'?
With Chains around my neck, you tug me to do your 'bidding'
Shall I stay with you to rough out my edges
“Pain is love.” I've heard that before.. Though why?..

I attempt to lift these chains from my neck
and you stop me 'Looking,' ~percieving~ me with those eyes that make me full of ..something..
You say to me “You're still young,” True, 15 is a young age for me
Will you beat me for pleasure? I know the answer is coming.. The grown-ups call this
“Sex~ual Assault” Yet who am I to stop what is 'supposed' to happen?

I've been told this since I was twelve. Mom left dad. She said his drinking and 'perverted ways' were too much for her to handle.
I didn't 'understnad' ~Wrap me in silk; your doll, your pet..
And I still don't.. I never was the good girl. Mom told me to be more outspoken
Yet I was quiet, perhaps too quiet for my own good..

So here I am.. 'with' a man I know and 'love,' so I've told him.
My body hurts, but I must continue to win his affections..
~Mind-warped~

Why 'sparkling diamond?
Long story.. I'll tell you when this is all over
I know it's wrong, though dad says it's not; it's 'normal ~apparently
So I'll kiss him one more time, in hopes of winning his affections that way
I've always been the 'bad girl' so he's called me..He says it with a smirk, and a bad look in his eyes..
I fear him; yet I can't stop..
Save me?..

~The diamond~


21.

Love who you want to.

~Josh~
Re: Diamond ~Josh~  [message #50775 is a reply to message #50774] Thu, 05 June 2008 12:44 Go to previous messageGo to next message
marc is currently offline  marc

Needs to get a life!

Registered: March 2003
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Digress means : to turn aside especially from the main subject of attention or course of argument.

Cr: Merriam - Webster

I thinbk you mean DISCRETION, Which means:

1: the quality of being discreet : circumspection; especially : cautious reserve in speech
2: ability to make responsible decisions
3 a: individual choice or judgment b: power of free decision or latitude of choice within certain legal bounds
4: the result of separating or distinguishing

Cr: Merriam - Webster


Life is great for me... Most of the time... But then I meet people online... Very few are real friends... Many say they are but know nothing of what it means... Some say they are, but are so shallow...
Re: Diamond ~Josh~  [message #50776 is a reply to message #50775] Thu, 05 June 2008 13:19 Go to previous messageGo to next message
Josh is currently offline  Josh

On fire!

Registered: April 2006
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I apologize for spelling it wrong... Though there is no need for me to apologize in the first place...

~Josh~

[Updated on: Thu, 05 June 2008 16:06]



21.

Love who you want to.

~Josh~
Re: Diamond ~Josh~  [message #50777 is a reply to message #50776] Thu, 05 June 2008 17:01 Go to previous messageGo to next message
marc is currently offline  marc

Needs to get a life!

Registered: March 2003
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You didnt spell anything wrong sweetie.... You had however used the wrong word which kinda altered what you were saying.


Life is great for me... Most of the time... But then I meet people online... Very few are real friends... Many say they are but know nothing of what it means... Some say they are, but are so shallow...
Re: Diamond ~Josh~  [message #50778 is a reply to message #50777] Thu, 05 June 2008 18:35 Go to previous message
Josh is currently offline  Josh

On fire!

Registered: April 2006
Messages: 1012



ooooooh.

Sorry about that^^ lol. My bad. *hugs*:)

Did you like the poem?^^

~Josh~


21.

Love who you want to.

~Josh~
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